sometimes

school's garden

school's yard

It’s a beautiful day outside but why I feel bad inside?

Is it because what I feel or what I think..?
Is it wrong to have a little suspicious?

sometimes I don’t understand
sometimes I wish I can understand more
sometimes I wish I don’t
sometimes I try to understand
sometimes I couldn’t

I am just hoping for u to be more understandable. or im the one should be..?