yea.. am back

I was lazy and hv been pending to write for quite so long despite all the times, the access that i got, it just am so enjoying the holiday filling up with eating, sleeping, shopping, movie session and doing everything i ♥ including spent times with my dear Dy. He’s been busy with work but trying his best to spare some quality time with me.. kesian u sayang every day I'd pushed him to leave office early so that we can grab dinner together hehe

Went back home for hari raya aidiladha and the weather was like heaven. It was pouring rain everyday and i was like doing everything from under the duvet but I really love it. yes it's not always like that in kelantan consider I went home every 2 months where is the weather always burning and I cant stand to go anywhere in such a heat. sama mcm duk miri jeh.

so I only got 2 weeks left before the holiday ends. Going back home tomorrow and need to do or more to decide on a few things about the wedding. Need to visit a few more bridal shops for dress testing (nothing catches my eyes yet so far), to choose the dais of my dream and to find a perfect bakery for my wedding cake. 

Everyone keeps saying “tape lambat lg, 6 bln lagi”

ergghh I hate to hear that. Knowing that when I get back to miri, I wont manage to do anything right alone even to decide what kind of dress I’d love to wear for solemnization or what color I’d love as for the wedding theme huhu. I cant do this alone and time management is important. 6 months like far away for some people but for me everything need to be start from now otherwise there’s will be no wedding for me in June, 2010. God help me! 

p/s: going to upload pics of lynn's wedding later. got a plane to catch. tata 

trip two - cameron highlands

We figured it is enough for only one day trip to cameron highlands as we'd been there for almost every year since 2006. I just wanted to feel the fresh air, having a lot of strawberries and buy some flower and vegetables. Cameron Highlands always be my favorite place for a weekend get away but since Dy only got one day leave on wednesday before we left for hari raya aidiladha on thursday, so why not la kan even for one day trip? hehe

breakfast that i wouldn't miss every time @ uncle raju's farm
i was trying to be cute at strawberries farm

and he did too :)

strawberries yg dibeli, i like :) & itu ialah uncle raju

sayang memborong cactus for his mom
i was tired after all the shopping spree & dy's taking a nap

bought some roses & daisy, lovely kan?

trip one - kota kinabalu

gosh! been lazy to update even i got all the time in the world. Here some pics from our recent trip to kk.. we went to 3 different islands in 1 day, did some shopping at the very famous philippine market, the food esp seafood is quite cheap, really this place is great for holiday! and tomorrow morning we’re leaving for a trip to cameron highland which is always be my favorite place for a holiday, we're breaking the dawn cause its only one day trip.
Cant wait for the fresh air & strawberries, yummy!!

to pulau manukan with love




Its time to go home

quick post

God, I missed blogging a lot! Its been a few days now since my last post and I hv so many things in mind and so many pics to share huhu but sadly I dont hv enough time for it today. Year end school break officially started yesterday and am leaving for KK in a few hours and I dont pack anything yet erghh just cant wait to meet my honey :)

Will update about our trip in my next post. soon I hope!

And not to forget "Good Luck" & "All The Best" to all my SPM & STPM candidates!

Till then, happy Friday guys and hv a blast weekend.

XOXO

p/s : nak beli ni gak plsss sweet sgt.. Harper's BAZAAR cover for Dec

my love

My super skinny fiancé that I adore and miss so much! I ♥ U honey but pls gain some fat yeh :)

p/s : yg pki baju pink tu azuar yer. tade kaitan ngan entry ni. hehe

Fashion emergency

I hv nothing suitable to wear for annual dinner this Saturday, that's the problem actually. Oppss it’s tomorrow nite o.m.g. The theme is eastern & western (I seriously dunno where da hell they got the idea) and seriously dont know exactly what to wear. I’ve been thinking to wear this lovely two layer chiffon skirt that I own for ages but dont have anything decent to match to make it more eastern. huhu


And bad thing is I dont feeling to buy anything yet. So? Actually I really dont want to think about it, I dont want to go at the first place but it is compulsory for every teacher. dang! Think am going to make it simple myb just wearing a levi's jeh besides its not really a formal function if not we are needed to wear batik instead. urggh mental.

Need to be here again tomorrow. It’s getting to my nerves actually that I need to be in school early on Saturday morning 3 times in row already. STUPID is really a right word! Please quickly end this craziness, I want to go away anywhere but here.

Till then, tata guys. Hv a wonderful weekend ahead.

random pic

checkaout that bummy butt! haha

pic tagged from natasha's fb. thanks sweetie

Sad it is.

It is sadden when good thing comes to end. I read all of The Twilight Saga book already and I’d to say that am feeling sad a bit when it ends. Not because of the ending really; Bella & Edward live happily forever with their adorable-half immortal daughter, Nessie and everything but I just want more, seriously! I am so impressed with Stephenie Meyer to come with such a brilliant ideas that not many of us can. Its classic & entertaining too! I hope she will consider to continue writing this saga, perhaps about Nessie & Jacob relationship plak :) and wish I can write something brilliant like she did but that something hard to achieve I guess huhu..

So now I just have to wait unwearyingly for the movies. They now doing Eclipse and there’s a rumor that Edward appearance only a lil in New Moon, that’s really disappointing me though and since im obsessed with everything about Twilight, Rob Pattinson is non-exception (he’s a heartthrob really but he isn’t sure he likes it, ermm) im definitely going to buy this December issue of Vanity Fair. Dy said it is a waste but I don’t think so honey hahaha


♥♥

Im off for today. Its saturday bdway.
Going for present hunting for school annual dinner later, tonite for precisely. Sadly im officially broke so not planning to get any extravagant thing. Poor for whomever that going to receive my prezzie hehe
This year, they wants to do it differently sort of exchanging present instead of every teacher get the same present.
Still clueless what to get.
Any ideas?

Have a great weekend everyone.

xoxo

Not much.

There's nothing much to share nowadays except for my obsession to book. Dy complaining already hehe.
Got enough sleep last night as I passed out 11 something on couch and crawling to bed past midnite.

Me & Breaking Dawn ♥


Workload is also lighten only a few things left that need to be settle for my class before schooling end for this year. Grateful for that.

I just have to wait patiently for Nov to fly away so that I can spend time with Dy & my family again. Lot of things need to be plan, decide & done too this coming Dec.

Exciting & thrilling.. tick tock tick tock

Do you know how important are you to me?

My dear,
I know you probably wonder sometimes what you mean to me. (If u do i hope :D)
So I would like to share this thought with you, to tell you that you mean the world to me.

Do you know how important you are to me?
Think of something you couldn’t live without.. and multiply it by a hundred.

Think of what happiness means to you.. and add it to the feeling you get on the best days you’ve ever had.

Add up all your best feelings and take away all the rest.. and what you’re left with is exactly how I feel about you.

You matter more to me than you can imagine and much more than I’ll ever be able to explain.

p/s : sorry for this mellow post.. reading Eclipse, to know how Bella & Edward easily connected to each other unconditionally & irrevocably in love, how their love is powerful enough nothing can comes between them made me miss u even more. Pls November, go away hurry. I want to be with him..

♥X♥O

Breath-less

I woke up this morning feeling slight headache. It might because of lackness of sleep that I only managed to get 3 hours of it last nite. Went to bed around 2.00am two days in row already, not very healthy for me I guess.. erm then what am doing?? I cant resisted myself to stop reading Eclipse which I’d call it as “Twilight Attack” hehe.. I already reach up half of it and cant wait for Breaking Dawn next.. Edward & Bella getting married soon!! duh super jealous to Bella :)

Pictures (below) was taken on MPP pra-u 2009 Nite at Mega hotel :

two gorgeous teacher :)

the only food I managed to snap
Yatt, By, Lina & Kak Ja
with lovely Zet & her bf, Andrian
Vanessa, By, Tina & Yatt
XOXO

Next please.

I managed to finish reading New Moon in one day and half of 563 pages and yesss.. I was contented & satisfied! Next is Eclipse and im going to get it tomorrow soon I hope. Wasnt thought that I’d feel so attached with Bella & Edward plus Jake characters.
Ermm sounds silly but yes I have to admit, I wish I can have same adventure like Bella did in her life and yes, dating vampire & befriend with werewolf sounds fun enough but only if they are as sweet as Edward & Jake did. hahaa
Really, Bella willing to do anything that put her in danger just to hear Edward's voice whispering to her, if that wasn’t sweet enough, I think im going to die.. That’s eternal love baby!


21 days to new moon the movie. yes ♥♥

thought-less

Dont know exactly what to write today, its typical monday & dreary as usual; I feel sleepy cause stuffed with lots of food. There’s colleagues kind enough brought a delicious macaroni cheese (thanks kak bibi sgt yummy I like) & laksa penang (thanks kak siti hot) it is very hot & scrumptious! am full.

Students were hysterical as always dunno what’s got into them made my heart & head aching but weekend kinda fun.


I spent times doing gossip girls marathon & sorting stuff and so on then on Sunday, having girls-day-out with housemates and we’re having lunch at Singapore Chicken Rice at Mega Hotel. After that we headed up to Parkson for only window shopping but I ended up buying a ring and bohemian style necklace (picture below) New found love :)

We also did some make up test at Stila booth. It was fun and so sorry Lyn I messed up ur face hihi..


That’s it for today. Wanna go home now. yawn!!

♥♥

Beautiful day it is and I cant wait for school to end.

Nak balik rest & enjoy the weekend.

So guys, have a wonderful weekend yeh.

Love&kisses,

m.a.f.i.s

Nothing

Awkward.

I had received a phone call the other day from my high school classmate while am doing my f6 back then but I didnt favor the conversation though..
It is because he said something that quite offended me. Wish I didnt pick up at the first place only because his number is anonymous.
I just dislike people who judging me on how am living my life.
I never got it. Did I bother his life or what? Just live yourself la & pls dont criticize people life easily when u doesnt know anything about it. And we not even a friend for almost 8, 9 years la and frankly I am not even recall how ur face looks like.
So next time I wont take ur call anymore since I already knew the number and u in the other hand dont bother to call yeh. Thank u very much.

p/s : one of the reasons I rarely pick up a call from some of my old friends.
Bad ahh??

when i got addicted to book

Okay.. So I have decided to own all these 4 books very very soon, I dont care even am so broke, I am still going to get it! It’s the series of The Twilight Saga by Stephenie Meyer. I actually just had finished reading the first book (that borrowed from Cassandra, thank u so much dear) and truly addicted to it and I incredibly finished it within a day. Despite I watched the movie for so many times still I cant get enough of it! Its really glued me to the end, made me went to sleep at 2.00am last night :)

The book & the movie weren’t different much but I ♥ it both and not to forget Bella & Edward! I fell in love with both sweethearts and seriously cannot wait for the new moon!!









** yea, i just cant wait! and no sayang, no pic of u in this entry, im sorry.. next time k :) muaacchss

happier despite..

UP! UP! & shine guys :)
So once again i made myself woke up early on sunday morning bezz!! This time i need to b at school to fulfill my duty as a facilitator for school annual camp..yea crazy i know, we almost reach the end of school year & this school never stop but what to do. This job actually demands more than i could offer. I hate it.

Despite all these hatred, i feel myself healthier, happier and missing Dy so very much when I woke up this morning! Maybe because of the weather la kot. Its wet & refreshing. I should do this often, err i mean wake up early during weekend heee..

Honey, missing ya! Do u feel the same..?

Cerita weekend aritu

Weekend was tiring and short. I was like "what's up with the clock?"
On Friday I has had slept almost 14hours straight from 2pm and woke up around 4am the next morning. haha then quickly took a shower and started marking exam paper.. duhh stress stress.
Around 1.30pm we went to E-mart and bought some groceries to cook nasi kerabu. I incredibly agreed to cook even am super busy with tons of pending exam paper need to be mark. aiyaa wrong time LOL. Its actually for our joining open house with Lina & the gang on Sunday afternoon. After got everything we need except for bunga kantan (one of the main ingredients for kuah laksa & ulam/kerabu) we went to Kak Rita open house in Pujut.

Pic : cam-session while waiting for Lynn & Ma because we didn’t know the road of Kak Rita’s house :)

After mkn mkn, we headed up to Piasau night market looking for bunga kantan and Yatt & I were like “YAHOO” when we finally found it..smpai pakcik yg jual tu pun cam sengih semacam jer tgk kami excited gilerr..so after memborong hampir 40 batang of bunga kantan which is really cheap RM6 jeh, we went to Kak Luv & the gang open house plak.


Makan pun tak banyak dah sebab dh tak larat and after that, we went home straight away to make an early preparation for cooking session the next day.
Seriously it’s included a lot of chopping (for ulam) & thumping (onions, braise fish, red sugar, serai) until my right arm was frozen. We started around 8pm and stopped around midnite because I am so dying to have a good sleep so that I can wake up early the next morning.

Pics : Ulam & Sambal for nasi kerabu




So on Sunday morning, I woke up around 5am, giler mcm tak pecaya and continued with marking exam paper until 9am. After that started to cook like crazy with helps from Yatt (ikan celup tepung specialist) ma & lynn (rice & salted eggs) and lina (chopping specialist too) and we managed to finish the chores around 12.30pm then Lina brought everything to her house where the open house was held.


Our last guests left around 8.00pm and after some cleaned up I reached home feeling flat and super tired but satisfied. After a good bath, went to bed straight away and yes, no pictures was snapped.
So, thats the ends of 2 days of very tiring weekend and..
I NEVER finished marking paper huhu..

Today :

Feeling sick.

Having flu.

Slight fever.

Flaming face.

Lost appetite.



should I take a leave tomorrow? ermm.. hate clinic & medicine. sighh

Feeling

STRESS! STRESS! STRESS! STRESS! STRESS! STRESS!

Cerita di pagi hari

Picture above :
Typical day to work except it was on Saturday morning (6.45am and its already bright & sunny) which I really hate. yawnn!

And watched the latest Twilight Saga: New Moon gazette on E! last night and just cannot wait for it to make to the screen this coming November, err from what I heard. So addicted with Twilight I watched it a few times already. I think the story is beautifully sweet and hoping that New Moon is much better so it is worth of this waiting.
Yea I love Nov, its time for get away, shopping spree & lotsssa of movies session. hurayyyy (dancing my ass)

and currently listening to Butterfly by Jason Mraz.

Happiness!! ♥♥

Picture bottom :
and love this kid so so much wish I can have her (in my dreams :p) but what is with the heels?? parents gone mad i guess! even its 1/2" but still, she's only 3-year-old fergodsake!

she's adorable ngee
**tq ruran 4 helps me out. see see i use the heart shape already. LOL.

Cerita Hari Raya

As I mention before me & family celebrate raya this year ala kadar jeh cause our house is still under renovation and despite not all of my siblings gathered on 1st day raya but still, our house packed with relatives, friends & neighbours. Sampai tak terlayan orang datang beraya.
Unfortunately not so many pictures were taken by my Sony cybershot included pic of me. duhh too bad.

On 5th day raya, Dy came for beraya and I (or more to my mum) prepared laksa with kuah lemak (my favorite :p) and ketupat sotong which is his favorite for lunch and then he cilok me to his open house and again, no picture from us during the day too :( so once again no raya picture of us this year.

Antara juadah yg dihidangkan kepada tetamu di hari raya:

satay yg hanya ditempah

home cooked nasi himpit & kuah kacang

variety of kek lapis originally from sarawak

home cooked spaghetti specially prepared by me :)
** yum yum skrg dh menyesal tak mkn banyak2 time raya aritu huhu

and I already upload some pictures taken at our high school (Science Dungun Secondary School aka SMSD) on our way back to KL after sent in Yaya to the school. yea, Dy’s sister went to same school as us :)

Its really got me back to my past where I spent my precious 5years as a teenage girl there. I learned how to b independent and to merge with others, to struggle & survive, to love and in loved, to judge & in judged.. Been there once in a while really brought back all those bitter & sweets memories.

happiness & tears all mixed up together.

By & Dy back to school

on the road, KL-KT Sept,19

SMSD Sept, 26

me too..stiff posed

Dy & his new baby that burns holes in pocket :)

me plak kat dalam, bergambar tak ingat :)

**aku terkenang..but why ehh semua gamba tu bila upload jadi blurrr, pelik huhu

wtf??

Im so pissed off!! Its saturday & im in the middle of this stupid ass meeting all morning when what i'd been doing is sleeping & resting! I dont understand why he keeps looking for our mistakes. This torture is endless.
With all the workloads, pms, boringness, i felt sick to stomach. When it is going to b over???
D.A.M.N!!

Cerita excited

God, i missed blogging so much.. really dont hv a time plus cannot online from the desk, wireless connection sucks! benci betoi. But nvrmind, just purchased online tickets to KK this coming Nov. Owh now super excited so cannot wait for the trip, it makes me realize that this year, Dy and I NEVER spent times for a real trip together. Despite its only a short one 3d2n but I am super excited! Our last trip was Pangkor in Dec last year.
Since Dy cant take a leave in Dec, so to get away in Nov is a perfect timing, I’d just start my year end school break & definitely dying for holiday thus Dec gonna be filled up with shopping spree for hantaran’s stuff.
Another reason to get excited!! :))

Now go figure what to buy isroha. hehe

pangkor, Dec 2008

Pangkor motorbike riders



Penang, May 2008

sleepyhead & cam-whore, Penang-KL

Cameron H. July 2007 : Ehsan & Ida, By & Dy

love.

Balik kampung oi

We are going to start our hari raya break tomorrow, unfortunately im stuck in here till Saturday..My flight to kl is at 10am on Saturday morning, damn!! Klu la tahu awal mesti dah beli tiket tonight! Dy will fetch me at the airport and gonna hits the road straight away.

Bydway, just wanna wish u guys Happy Eid! Maaf Zahir & Batin yeh..

Have a wonderful day ahead & drive safe.

XOXO

duhh wireless connection in school sucks these days. I cant online from my desk, need to go to com lab to do so, malas betul.. Been thinking to get a broadband but worried if I got connection at home, then I will online every single spare times I got then it will procrastinate me to finish work. Will see la camne kan..

Just wanna share some shots during last weekend.

the only kad raya i bough this year. Guess who's lucky enough to receive it :)

after hair treatment and i chose to do bangs for raya hehe

after hair done; went to secret recipe, parkson for break fast

both are cacat; cam-whore

Itu sahaja. xoxo

nak raya dah..

Been lazy to update. Time really flies, macam baru jeh celebrate raya last year and yet it comes again and just around the corner! Even though im not so keen to celebrate yelah dah tua but looking forward to it. It’s the only time I really can spend quality time with family, siblings and relatives. Duit raya untuk nieces & nephews pun dah tukar. Baju raya untuk tahun ni dah tempah 4 pasang, one is black kebaya which is bought at Kuching, one is in white purple beli dan hantar tailor kt kelantan dan dua pasang lagi dah sent kat tailor sini, Dy belikan kain opel in blue black (thanks sayang) and I chose myself chiffon in dark purple. Kek lapis Sarawak pun dh tempah. Apa lagi ehh..? handbag baru jeh beli last week, oww kasut raya belum ada lagi dan baru jeh reserve ni online at SuperRolling :)



haha so much for not so keen to celebrate raya.

Since our house still under renovation so the raya preparation ala kadar jer kot.. I asked my lil sister to prepare & book everything needed esp untuk juadah di pagi hari raya, bawa adik2 yg lain beli baju raya & saya cuma jadi tukang bagi duit jeh since me only reach home on malam raya (kalau Sunday raya la) yelaa being the oldest among the other yg belum settle down so all the responsibilities is on me..Knowing that my mum mesti sibuk ngan ketupat rendang dia tu so kitaorgla yg kena buat semua preparations. Macam boleh imagine raya tahun ni tak akan meriah compare to last year. Abang yg jauh2 cam tade yg balik semua turn beraya umah in law so tinggal kami2 yg single jelaa..My only sis Mira pun mesti balik hari raya kedua. Cannot wait to visit the grave of beloved arwah cek and uncle that we lost early this year :(

so that’s it for today. sad. missing.