sunday blues

..
Woke up at 6.15am this morning and I was like..aaa late for school!! but then my mind clicked; no no school today. huhu nightmares. Back to sleep.
Woke up again at 8.30am, I suddenly feeling lazy when last night I was so determined to finish all my work piles today hehe.. nah forget about that. I need my breakfast first. So went downstairs, having nutrigen with sesame oat cracker and cook rice to make prawn fried rice later. Next is doing the laundry. While waiting for my laundry to finish I started with the ingredients for the fried rice. Prawn, chicken meatballs, onion, garlic, ginger, chilies and veges. Chop! Chop! Done! And I burned my left palm while making the fried eggs caused I just washed up my hand and when the water dropped into the hot oil while I crashed the egg and yes, it spatter directly to my palm. Ouch!

prawn fried rice my style

As for now I just finished up with my checklist for the wedding but it wasn’t finalized yet. Like for dais & room deco I’m still in between whether to pick MyBride or Renjis Bridal. The one from MB is quite different but the one from Renjis is gorgeous & the deco is luxurious. Still can’t make up my mind. Some other things pun still under negotiation hopefully by March im done with deciding and everything then proceed with the booking/payment.

That’s it for today ya. Need my nap now.

New stuff for hantaran (wedding tales part 3)

sangat suka white box dia..suits da theme

Every time I saw the ticker above ticking, I feel like to do something about the wed but I really don’t know what I shall do. I might as well start working with my check list and make it more precisely so I’d know what exactly I’d been doing. Was thinking to start with the DIY potpourri but the rare material here are more expansive and rarely to find. Maybe during the cny holiday I’ll manage to get some of the material and start with it. Hopefully.

Last night I was at Boulevard to pick up my watch for hantaran. Already booked it for almost 2 weeks and finally it’s time to hold the beauty. At first I was eyeing one particular watch from Bonia, Parkson for quite some times, just fell in love with the color which is in rose gold that soo in now but when Yatt & Ma said it looks nothing different from my old Guess, I was hesitated (and also because of the price is way way out of budget). But somehow during my window shopping with Ma at Boulevard a few days later, we’re came cross to this JUST-OPEN watch shop (Swiss Time) that makes an opening promotion with big discount. So yeshh mmg kami terus serbu and walla! I found my dream watch even its not in a rose gold color but since the price are affordable enough for the brand so okaylaa wlupun terlebih budget ckit hehe.. I’ve booked it first so that I can show the pictures to Dy for approval and ** note : no watch for him as he's dislike wearing it. Ma also bought one for her hantaran (she getting married first before me huhu). So taken as a whole, we’re satisfied for the day.

And I’m glad every time am doing (or bought) something for the wed. LOL

nobody but u, sayang.

Just wanna share the lyric of my current fav song (already becoming my default ringing tone after hv been using im yours for years hehe) it just keeps me movingg babe..

Nobody – Wonder Girls
You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change.
I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just, just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so, just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I feel
When I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

♥♥♥

silent.

I got nothing to say these couples of day. I was being mad & upset and yes that was wrong when what I’d do is focusing on my work & the wed prep. I don’t know. What should I do act to let this annoyed feeling go away and never come back?
I know I’d have my trust on him but stupid things like that hurts me. Its killing me every time and these past 24hours without talking has been a nightmares but I need my time. My silent mode. I'm sorry for not talking to u but I do missing u.

Nite peeps. Hopefully I can sleep well tonite.

aktiviti di hujung minggu yg singkat

Cross-Country Day

Dinner to Celebrate Yatt's Birthday..

H A P P Y  B E L A T E D  B I R T H D A Y  T O  Y O U!!

E MO is the right word for me.

i heart my lappy's new face :)
So yesterday I was such an emo. Actually I’m not feeling good as I woke up in the morning and during form teacher period I yelled & nagging at my students in class for not doing the cleanliness. It had been a very unproductive day for me. I’m not doing anything except for surfing (blog hopping mostly) reading online paper & having nasi lemak for breakfast (feel guilty now). Got tons of work to be done but dunno what’s got into me. Malasss.. tade mood and I only got 4 periods jeh for the day so it was very boringgg..

To make the day worst, later on I found out that the government is going to cut our COLA & house allowances to half starting March. Demn. I know it just a rumors but if it is true, I don’t think that is fair because they’re sending us here not that we asked for it. As for me, I constantly traveling home and of course I need that extra money for my flight ticket. Takkan nk balik setahun sekali jeh huhu.

Dy is so occupied with work nowadays, he abandoning me again (isit ‘abandoning’ is the right word? hehe so sorry honey.. I did understand how he's at work but I just feel that sometimes, I need him to be there when I really need him most. I hate being here like always and that really affect my feeling constantly.

But no worries, I feel so much better today :) even exhausted from being back and forth to the school, garment store, Survey & school again. And tonite, Dy is having a karaoke session with his colleagues, I do hope he's having a good time and wins something hehe. As for me, tomorrow I’ll be in school again since the school organized a cross-country for the student and I’m going to be one of the judges. So I need my sleep now. Hope tomorrow will be a better day for me.

his dream shoe!

The school’s orientation week for f2, f4 and f6 students has started and I really think that is such a waste of time. I don’t know (doesn’t care to know) what’s the main objective of that because the students had been doing the same thing every year. And as a form teacher I have to stay along with the students until 4.30pm every day for the whole week when most of the teachers can leave early. Ergghh I hate that thought.
As a result these couple of days I reached home feeling super tired all I want is to take a nap even I’d promised myself not to sleep in the evening. But whatever I need my rest if not I won’t manage to do anything at night.

During ym session with Dy last nite, he said that for his shoe hantaran he just want a Converse instead of Lacoste (his first choice) and I was like okayyy because it is cheaper haha Im such a cheapskate fiancee but it turned out that the one he wanted is from Converse Japan..aaa
So the price a bit different from Converse Malaysia in about ￥5,900 so u guys kira sendirila berapa after di convert to RM.. hehe (but don’t worry honey, anything u want as long u likes it!) We do have an old friend, Azam that resides in Japan so we may figure it out with him. Hope he won’t mind to do us the favor.
He wanted this one (if anyone has seen this in store, let us know yeh)

Active II Ox

and I’m not blaming him cause I have fallen in love too and sooo.. want these two pairs!

Luster-Dot Ox

Nordic-Sweater Ox

And it’s been a few day that am wearing a socks to bed and if not I won’t able to sleep well because of the cold..odd!

the dress (wedding tales part 2)

Yesterday I met my tailor, Molly to discuss about the wedding dress.. erm so I’ve decided to make an outfit for both solemnization & reception. yea I knew it had costs me quite a fortune (and my mum said it’s a waste) but when I went to a few bridal shops for dress testing, there’s no dress that I love or suits me really well.. Its either too big or the fabric are not really comfortable (makes me looked fat) or full with beaded which I don’t like or the design is too over the top.. so dy said why not I design my own dress which I like a lot!
So after 1hour++ of discussing, molly finally understood how I wanted my dress look alike so now I just have to pray for the dresses to come out as I wished for and I also asked her to customize my own veil cause mostly what they sells in shop are not really in my taste. I wanted a chiffon veil that looks simple & classic and what they got is not in a kind of material that I like and the beaded are not so neat consider when I have to pay in about rm150 for it. So why not la kan I design my own veil too hehe..

And today is Ma’s birthday so we went out for dinner to celebrate at Club Shell and we had so much fun taking pictures and enjoying the foods (even it’s not so scrumptious) and their staff are so nice they played the birthday song without us asking and Ma was so surprised she even asked “eh korang dh pakat ke ngan diaorang” hahaa..

Anyway happy birthday Ma, u turned 26th today and getting married in less than 2 months. Congratulations ya.. And here is when the moment captured.

the smiley birthday girl

banyak sungguh diaorg ni mkn hehe

my large garden salad

the cakes

ok, do i look slimmer in this photo? yeay

what am doing so far.. (wedding tales part 1)

So the emails are going in and out to the vendors & photographers. Since im managing my prep from here the easier way to keep in touch is by the internet. I already emailed the oleole manis, mybride bridal, budakli & markless photographers also bunga segar for quotation but so far everything is still under negotiation so yes nothing confirm yet.

Dy and I were planning to take our pre-wed photo during the Chinese New Year holiday but the photographer is not chosen yet (im going to figure it out later with him). So our concept would be back to school (since we’d met during high school) and to make it more real we’re going to wear the school uniform and everything suitable as a prop. Dy said he’s going to buy his outfit but I think that is going to waste the money; every penny is countable at this point so I might be just borrowing from my student :)

And I’ve been doing blog hopping for quite sometimes and mostly to the inspired wedding blogs and certainly its really make me nervous. Reading about their preps really makes it sick to my stomach. I haven’t sending my garment for the dress to the tailor yet (that’s one of the reason) hopefully gonna make it today. After this, I promise.

** I'm watching the American Idol right now.. and those people who thinks they got talent to persuade music which bydway they did not, I feel sorry for them. Honestly people, go find something else to do. Pls STOP singing on national tv.

15.01.05 -- 15.01.10

It had been 5 years today and how time really flies.. It felt like yesterday since the day I laid my eyes on him once again after we finished high school. When most of the men out there surprised their girls with flower or expansive gift and even a romantic dinner, mine swept me away by words “I love u too dear..always love u” and that’s enough to bring out my tears down my cheek. I want nothing else other than his promise & assurance.

our very first official pic as a couple in 2005
Sayang,
As I said last night, despite everything I’ve done that hurts you.. my love, my feeling towards u never failed. It’s getting stronger every day, every time im thinking about u, every time I see your face (or picture), every time u holds my hand. It’s terrifying to imagine how much I love u & life without u.
Yea there is ups & downs.. there is times when we fought, there is times when I yelled, I sulked over silly, petty things. But I truly hope that u did understand (like u always do) and will always accept me for who I am.. ur psycho fiancee :)

Sweetheart,
Happy 5th Anniversary.
Can’t wait to start a new life with u.

I love u..always love u.


XOXO

Sunday missions :

Missions :
1. Buy card & birthday present for Marcus, teacher and staff
2. Book a birthday cake

I left house around 2pm and headed up to Lina's house for lunch. Thanks Kak Ja & housemates for the invitation & mouth-watering laksa penang. kenyang bangat.
After that, Yatt and I started with our hunting. First we stopped by at One Stop on our way to Parkson to get the paper bag but unfortunately nothing there that within our budget. But I’d found a few things yang sgt cute and very appropriate for my wedding favors. So I made some thinking, why not la kan I buy these cute boxes (pic below) put some chocolates and ribbon instead of buy candle (my 1st choice) that a bit pricey. Nevertheless when the guest eats all the chocolates maybe the box can be use to put a brooch, coins or anything else appropriate so no waste there.

But the store didn’t have a stock they only got it in about 40pcs but they promised to let me know if the new stock arrives. Yeay.

im going to borong all these boxes later
yg ni sgt cute utk buat potpouri
After One Stop we went to Parkson looking for Marcus’s birthday present. It wasn’t hard cause we already decided what to buy it just I couldn’t find the perfect card as Anita wished (big, exclusive, no cartoon figure and yada yada) me to buy. So we went to every shop that sells card, book stores, Memory Lane, and at Popular I bought 20pcs of small birthday card that costs rm0.60 each for teacher and staff.
Still looking for the big birthday card but still nothing.. Then we went to Super Save to buy a present for teacher & staff (because of the budget sgt ciput) the Teacher Welfare Club only can afford to buy a present from there and we also found a very nice paper bag within our budget. Super Save has so many selection of quality paper bag yg sgt colorful with designs. I think this shop is a good place to supply me the paper bag for the favors. Kalaulah diaorg ada buat customize paper bag kan lg best :)

paper bag ni sgt sesuai utk letak favors on Dy's side

Our next stop is Hot Cross Bun to reserve the cake and after that we stopped by at Belle to look for the card but because its Sunday they closed early. Ermm.. since Survey just around the corner so we tried our luck there. There’s no such luck but I did found a very cute design birthday card that also costs rm0.60 each. This is more worth it than the pcs that I bought at Popular because it’s bigger and comes with different color and design. So borong semua stock for the whole year almost 50pcs of it.
After Survey, we went to Boulevard our last chance to survey for the big card but still no luck there. Then I gave up..
Around 7.30pm, when my legs almost numb caused of driving and walking, we decided to go home. It was exhausted and tiring day but I’m contented at the same time because I was like doing something for the wedding too so it is worth it :)

5 days.

So 5 days after schooling started;

I only got 4 hours of sleep every night.
I woke up 5.45am every day.
I made students standing on the table.
I twisted my leg in front of students & jump down on my feet.
I’m not start with the exercise yet.
I got workload lined up already up till march.
I’m stress out.

Yea it’s been 5 days only. How am gonna survive for the next 30 years?

Thank god its Friday.

late new year wish.

It must be too late to wish happy new year la kan..

On new year eve I stayed home watching telly and waiting for the fireworks. Me & housematee watched the firework that played somewhere at boulevard from our balcony. Thought it gonna be blast like last year but they just played it for awhile. well boring, I went to bed. Got a long day the next day.

I've been lazy to write down here dont know why myb sbb tak rasa excited sgt pun for new year to arrive cause as long am here, it just the same to me... I just wish Dy is here. But 2009 kinda been good to me. It gave me a fiance definitely, a good health (only 1 day mc for the year) and never ending happiness. (even work still sucks.hehe) whatever, im grateful for everything 2009 had brought me. So 2010 pls be kind to me ya. I consider u as my big year of all.

And as for the new year resolution I don’t hv any new act. Just wanna lose some weight. Yes I say it again (so that I can look good/slimmer in my weds pic :p), I also want to save more and stop buying unnecessary thing and to not cut my messy split ends long hair. save for the wedding as my mum said. wink!
Have a good year guys. I know I would.

i miss him & that place.