the cousins that i deeply miss.

They are cousins and both are my lovelies niece & nephew and I miss them so much every time I look at this photo.
They are adorable in their own ways. The girl, Ayus is so bright and always acts like an adult yet so reserved every time. The boy, Aqim capable of melting heart with his sweet poisonous smile and every time I asked him to kiss me, it always comes with muahh sound, how cute is that?
I rarely met Ayus because she’s staying in Melaka and only went back to Kelantan once or twice a year. As for Aqim plak he’s only staying in Terengganu so I can meet him every time I go back :)

Next time I’ll see them again is during soon-to-come Hari Raya. Really can’t wait for that.

They are ♫ di hatiku :)

Another year older for him..

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I'd have written this entry a week ago, on Jun 23rd to be exact. It was the day that remarks my man that now I’m calling hubster was born 28years ago. It really saddens me for not being there to lighten up his day (he had a photo shoot and needed to work until late hours on his birthday huhu) and on top of that, I wasn’t doing anything. No surprise cake, no present even a card. hukhuk I’m such a bad wife kan. Actually I did try to do something but in a short notice time, it didn’t turn out well..erghh I’m beyond regretted for not planning it earlier.

I am so sorry sayang for not trying harder but I promise that I’ll make it up to u. I already got u a gift that I picked with much love and hopefully u already made up ur mind what to get for yourself; on me of course :) Can’t wait to be with u again and do something FUN together haha like u said "we’ve all the time in the world, and we already expecting this kind of relationship until u will be here..Don’t worry, we’d take it step by step” ;)

Anyway, what a birthday without a wishes kan? Even a belated ones hehe
And here it goes to u sayang :

Happy birthday to the man that makes my world go around,
That makes every day worth living,
There was never a day passed by that I did not love u,
Wishing u many more years of health, happiness & gratification to come.

♥ my lovely hubster on our wed day ;)

And today also remarks 1 month of us being a newlywed and despite being apart from each other, I can’t be happier for the title and thank God for all the blessings to make me as a Fadzlin's wife. I’m sure one the luckiest person on earth to have person that I most adores as a husband and for him to love me unconditionally.

Much love & kisses to u hubster ;)
xoxo

Back from hiatus

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It’s been a while since my last post, no? I’ve been staring in front of my lappy for almost 10mins thinking what should I write.. Its pouring rain outside, makes me missing the hubster even more and its kinda reminds me on 1st night of our honeymoon when the rain was so heavy and the sound of waves kept waking me up. ergh.. 3 weeks passed by and am feel like dreaming that we’re finally tied the knot :) and being in a long distance marriage (LDM) is harder than I thought.
Last nite I went to bed with tears, missing him more than I thought I am. I should start to blog again to distract myself. I guess.

As for the wedding, Alhamdulillah it went well and like any other, has its flaw but I won’t trade it for anything. Yes, if I can turn back time, there are a few things that I wish I can do it again like; give more effort (and time) on how to deco all the hantarans, to take more “in the making” pictures of me doing all the hard works before the big day, to take beautiful pictures like I’ve been planning to do with helps from my OP, and the list goes on hehe
As much I want to share it here, I really don’t know where to start. So until I get photos from my OP, there’s nothing much I can share about it so I better stop here. Before this, I was like “I want it to be over, I cannot wait to go for honeymoon” and now when it’s finally over (not the marriage but the preparations and such hehe) I’m kinda missing it.

And now, I need to eat something for my empty stomach ni.. makan pun dah tak lalu la kononnn hehe

June, 05 ~ 1230pm, we tied the knot ♥

p/s : pic credit to Ah-long Muhamad

of pre-wed photoshoot (finally) and card

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Okayy..where should I begin?

Lately mmg hampeh malas giler nak update blog just rajin for blog hopping jeh tapi kan makin banyak aku baca those preparations yg all b2bs tu buat lagi la rasa tension. yerlah duk sini mmg tak banyak benda boleh buat padahal dalam kepala duk fikir banyaknyer benda nak kena settlekan before the big day tapi semua kena hold dulu until my holidays (3 weeks yaay) finally come basically in 2 week times huhu then I only get 1 whole week to settle everything. sigh..

Yesterday Dy dah sent out our invitation cards and I’m going to receive it tomorrow. Mesti bertambah busy bcoz I need to do some deco first before I can send it out. uwaa dahla exam paper berlambak nak kena marking, workload pun bertambah dah dekat2 nak cuti nih so definitely it’s going to be a hectic week for me. pffh!

Dy plak is struggling to finish printing & cutting all those maps bcoz it was unattached with the card. Like I said before, our maps are printed on A4 paper and Dy needs to cut it to half. So sorie sayang I’m not able to help you. lol.. As known Dy is still on leave, doc gave him another week bcoz he’s having a real bad sore throat despite his doing fine with his recovery. Act ada hikmahnya gak he has been sick so that he’s able to finish things that should be done by him. haha

One of them is the wedding invitation card :

our wedding card :))

the maps

Dy does this as a mock up for deco

So we optioned for card yang simple but cute & sweet. I’ve always has a thing with colorful thingy and Dy made a wonderful job which is I love it to bits! And most important, people may not have a heart to throw it away. kan selalu kad kawen org akan buang (jarang orang simpan huhu) after the wedding kan, and me..err no exception so hopefully our wed card nih org takkan buang so it’s like another favor from our wedding hehe and the theme masih lagi 'back to school' like our theme for pre wed photoshoot. The envelope looks like a cover of exercise book and I’m so happy with it (despite not so my liking at the beginning hehe)

And I finally manage to pick a few from ton of photos from the pre wed photoshoot to upload, so here :

I personally love this one :)

jumping jumping *sib baik kitaorg request untuk amik style ni huhu

cam yer yer jeh kami berlakon haha

bercinta atas pokok hehe

We had great times doing that photoshoot even though it was far from our satisfaction. Our directions actually were quite different with the photographer’s and he's not really listen to us huhu.. and on the way back from the photoshoot Dy kept saying to do it again but I didn’t think that was a good idea..yerlah mana ada masa lagi kan plus cam membazir jeh to hire another photographer for another shoot. So we just hoping those already-taken photos are worth it with money we’d paying.

And Alhamdulillah semua ok lorhh..
:))

helpless..

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Have u ever had a feeling that u're helpless towards somebody close to you? I’ve feel it all the times and as happen I do feel it right now after talking on the phone about it. But what can I do. He has his own life and I only can help if he asked for it, otherwise I should just praying for the best so that Allah will make it easier for him and his family.

And I doesnt like this feeling. Unable to help.

:(

dinner nite

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Okayy.. I really don’t know what to write despite feeling so itchy to update here hehe.. been occupied with work lately so nothing much to share. Just please enjoy the photos that taken during my dinner date with Yatt & Ma last weekend at Grand Palace. This time was on me bcoz finally I got my outstanding salary for almost 2 years :)
p/s : but need to save the rest of it for the wedding huhu

Owh.. and Dy was discharge from SJMC last thursday and now he’s at his hometown to rest and for healing process. Im super jealous bcoz the doc gave him mc for almost 2weeks hehe patut ke jealous org tu dahla sakit. Nasib baik gak his parents brought him home bcoz am so worried nobody is going to take care of him if he stays at his rent house.

Pls get well soon honeyh..the big day is approaching soon wink wink!!

hepi face with the food.

their's plate ~ grilled chicken chop

my plate ~ mix chicken & beef grilled

dua orang that i love..

XOXO

entry emo

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Certain people were born stupid! B.O.D.O.H !!
Menyusahkan aku. Menambahkan kerja aku.
Tak tahu sistem ke? Klu nak amik pepe brg kat meja org kena la tunggu tuan meja tu ada.. aku tahula korang dah byr, dah excited sgt nak ambik kan tapi S.A.B.A.R lah idiot. Ni tak psl2 buat kecah kat meja aku. Yang aku paling tak tahan "mereka2 yang tak byr lagi, apahal sibuk nak ambik gak" Owh ckp kat orang berapi tak nak beli, pertikaikan kualiti la tapi bila brg dah ada, laju plak ko ambik ekk?


Siot.

darah manis..kot

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Gosh these couple of days I memang serabut habis.. Mostly bcoz of my honeyh yang kena admitted to the SJMC tiba2 jeh. On Monday morning he texted me bgtahu dah ada kat hospital sbb sakit perut giler dah tak tahan he drove to the hospital alone. I ingat dia gastric yang biasa2 jeh tp bila doc kata kena admitted I was like..what the what? Padahal the night before he was okay jeh went out with friends and attending AIM apa semua. Rupanya dah confirm that he’s having appendix and need to undergo a surgery immediately. I was so sad knowing that he’s all alone sebab housemate dia (Limi) keja, family plak jauh. It brought me to my tears bila dengar suara dia lemah jeh dalam phone sabar jelah rasa time tu gak nak fly balik kl. I called his mum to inform her about it and mlm tu gak my fmil took a flight to kl and bila dah ptg sikit I called his housemate mintak tolong to bring him clothes, charger and whatnot, thanks to Limi walaupun sibuk sangat hari tu sempat gak dia balik rumah untuk amik sume brg2 dy and bwk g hospital. So mlm tu gak he gone through a minor surgery to remove that stupid appendix and Alhamdulillah sume dah okay all he needs now is a good rest and to get better. Poor my dear honeyh nih.

my poor honeyh, still tryin to be cute wlupun tgh sakit :)

haha time ni myb tgh on phone with me before the surgery :)

tgk, masih senyum2 tapi dalam hati mesti nervous gilerr tu (haha i know u well honeyh)

I am so sick worried smpai tidur pun dah tak berapa nak lena how I wish I can be there with him to accompany him time2 mcm ni la yang buat I rasa benci sangat that we’re being apart plus my school ni mmg susah sgt nak cuti so terpaksa sabar jelah kalaulah my honeyh tu jatuh sakit on thursday konpem2 that night gak I fly balik kl. Mayb ni dugaan Allah nak bagi kat kami kot as tinggal sebulan jeh lagi before our big day. Ni kot yang org kata darah manis tu hopefully after this tade dah benda2 camni that will happen to him or me(praying).

To sayang,
(I know u will b reading this later)
Get well soon my dear.. I'm so sorry I wasn’t there to be with you. Don’t think about anything else (card, the wed, work etc) just try to get better okeh. U know how much I love u and how much I demn care about u. muaaachh!

tak sabar

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Skrg tgh tunggu nih..bila tah nak sampai hehe dah memang perangai takleh tgk baju cantik online mesti gatal tgn nak beli :)) I bought it from here.

Cute kan..rasa cam nak beli sekali ngan model tu hopefully bila I pki akan cute mcm dia gak hahaa

a favor for girlfriends

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So remember this one?

I've ordered it from RenjisMempelai last week and my sist Ining received it already and said it is so cute in actual yeay! but I only ordered it for 50pcs as a favor to be given to my girlfriends. So guys jangan lupa dtg yeh :)
Despite tak tengok la camne lg those thing (my sist ckp kecik jeh) tp sangat puas hati ngan service Leen from RM ni because I only put the deposit on tuesday, made a full payment on wednesday as she'd sent it out already and on thursday my sist received it. Sangat pantas tp ada satu accident which is when the parcel arrived, my bubbly sist tu tak check brg tu betul2 bcoz she was in hurry nak outing and bgtahu I those candles hanya ada 48pcs (instead of 50pcs) together with a box of biscuit and I was like..what?? biscuit?? tak faham betul so I cepat2 texted Leen to ask her and she promised to check it with her supplier..yg kelakarnyer bila dah mlm my sist pun bukak la kotak biskut tu and guess what? she found another 2pcs of the candle in that box. hahaha ngok ngek betul la adik aku tu so I terus sms Leen to apologize hehe nasib baik dia sporting jeh even though dia dah order another 2pcs from her supplier. Silly betul hehe

Skrg plak tgh fikir2 samada nak order brown paperbag from her or not sbb masih tak sure nak guna utk apa. She charge RM1 for pcs with ribbon and sticker..murahla kan? so tgkla camne sbb sayang already design the sticker to put on the yassin and everything so rasanya tayahla kot sticker from her besides klu beli sendiri brown paperbag tu lagi murah kot tp klu tak sempat nak cari myb order jelah from her ermm..

And on other note, my sist said my bedroom set belum sampai2 lagi. haiihh my first thought is nak guna jeh katil yg dah ada tp my mum kata beli jelah new set so I ikut jelah and yang jadi mangsa Ining lah sbb dia yg kena jadi driver utk bwk my parents g kedai perabot. Being me kan mmg cerewet sikit bile nak beli brg so bila org lain yg akan beli choose peningla kepala. Nasib baik diaorg jumpa yg I suka :)