valentine's holiday

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So valentine’s day is just around the corner. If last year I surprised Dy with a box of cupcakes had sent to his office, this year no more surprise considering I’m going to be with him by the time :)) <-- big smiles (although we are not celebrating hehe)

So my flight this coming CNY holiday will be on 13th night and as soon as I reach kl, Dy will fetch me at the airport and we’re going to hit the road to his hometown straight away.. Even it’s going to be a short time trip but I do hope that during the time we’ll manage to meet up with the photographer to confirm the date, make a payment and etc, find a MUA for me, a vendor to deco the hantaran of his side, as for my side am going to DIY it. Also not to forget our pre wedding shoots and other stuff that yet need to be listed in my to-do list.

We also been planning a short trip to Cameron Highland during the weekend (again) to survey and find the supplier for the fresh flower. I’m considering to order with bunga segar and since they already open an outlet there I think it’s easier if we just go, choose and make a payment straight away instead of dealing it online. Plus I always love to be there and with Dy around, I cant ask for more.

I hope everything going well as planned. And seriously can’t wait for the holiday!! and am going to end this entry with a valentine wishes to all.

Valentine’s day isn’t just about hearts, cupid, red roses and little heart shaped boxes..

It's also about friendship & togetherness.

Happy Valentine’s Day (in advance) Love ya!!

love.miss.model.

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I miss him dearly! my so-called-model fiance. Cant wait to see him in couples of week time.

Picture credit to Limi Siefer

My heart goes to u. I♥L♥U♥

Flowers ~ all the way from kk..

♥♥♥
Our sms’ed session the other day.
D : sayang buat pe tu?
B : tak buat pe tgk tv jeh. td by exercise tau turun naik tangga 10x
D : aa tade tempat lain ke?
B : hehe okay apa..
D : bahaya la sayang, jatuh kang.
B : hehe tadela..bkn lari-lari turun naik jeh smbil angkat dumbbells.
D : oo..okayla camtu.

** He such a darling & caring person when he’s not so occupied with work. LOL

Oh yea, some update for the wed preps. During our trip to kk last Nov, kak Jac my dear old friend brought us to 1Borneo (the largest shopping mall in east malaysia or in asia?) and while hunting present for her lil Amanda, my eyes caught a bouquet of beautiful artificial flowers at the store there but since we’re flying with airasia, our baggage access are limited (I don’t want to pay rm20 for every 1kg/or 1bag excess which I think airasia is being ridiculous) and that stopped us from buying more stuff so I was thinking; never mind I might get the same flower back home. So I passed.

But a few days ago, kak Jac was there once again and she texted me to know if I'm still interested with that flower and certainly enough, I do! owh so excited! I was like “okay kak, u just buy it for me and I will pay u later yeh” She’s so kind and promised me to post it out as soon as possible and I’m going to have it send to the florist to make a big arrangement as I already can envision where am going to put the flowers as a deco in my bedroom. It’s going to be english-style-white with a bit of pinkish and creamy shades room. Suddenly I realize that I must find an english style garment for the curtains too. ermm other thing to add in to-do-list. I’m also ordering these cute stuffs from Emelyns Garden as an additional for my hantaran deco. yeay sangat gembira.

still dunno what am going to do with these birdcages =)

pictures credit to emelynsgarden

Today’s weather was beautiful hot and I can’t resist myself from stop the car and snap a picture of the bright blue sky on the way back home from school.

Have u ever look up to the sky and being grateful? Yes, I did that today. Beautiful, isn't it?

sunday blues

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Woke up at 6.15am this morning and I was like..aaa late for school!! but then my mind clicked; no no school today. huhu nightmares. Back to sleep.
Woke up again at 8.30am, I suddenly feeling lazy when last night I was so determined to finish all my work piles today hehe.. nah forget about that. I need my breakfast first. So went downstairs, having nutrigen with sesame oat cracker and cook rice to make prawn fried rice later. Next is doing the laundry. While waiting for my laundry to finish I started with the ingredients for the fried rice. Prawn, chicken meatballs, onion, garlic, ginger, chilies and veges. Chop! Chop! Done! And I burned my left palm while making the fried eggs caused I just washed up my hand and when the water dropped into the hot oil while I crashed the egg and yes, it spatter directly to my palm. Ouch!

prawn fried rice my style

As for now I just finished up with my checklist for the wedding but it wasn’t finalized yet. Like for dais & room deco I’m still in between whether to pick MyBride or Renjis Bridal. The one from MB is quite different but the one from Renjis is gorgeous & the deco is luxurious. Still can’t make up my mind. Some other things pun still under negotiation hopefully by March im done with deciding and everything then proceed with the booking/payment.

That’s it for today ya. Need my nap now.

New stuff for hantaran (wedding tales part 3)

sangat suka white box dia..suits da theme

Every time I saw the ticker above ticking, I feel like to do something about the wed but I really don’t know what I shall do. I might as well start working with my check list and make it more precisely so I’d know what exactly I’d been doing. Was thinking to start with the DIY potpourri but the rare material here are more expansive and rarely to find. Maybe during the cny holiday I’ll manage to get some of the material and start with it. Hopefully.

Last night I was at Boulevard to pick up my watch for hantaran. Already booked it for almost 2 weeks and finally it’s time to hold the beauty. At first I was eyeing one particular watch from Bonia, Parkson for quite some times, just fell in love with the color which is in rose gold that soo in now but when Yatt & Ma said it looks nothing different from my old Guess, I was hesitated (and also because of the price is way way out of budget). But somehow during my window shopping with Ma at Boulevard a few days later, we’re came cross to this JUST-OPEN watch shop (Swiss Time) that makes an opening promotion with big discount. So yeshh mmg kami terus serbu and walla! I found my dream watch even its not in a rose gold color but since the price are affordable enough for the brand so okaylaa wlupun terlebih budget ckit hehe.. I’ve booked it first so that I can show the pictures to Dy for approval and ** note : no watch for him as he's dislike wearing it. Ma also bought one for her hantaran (she getting married first before me huhu). So taken as a whole, we’re satisfied for the day.

And I’m glad every time am doing (or bought) something for the wed. LOL

nobody but u, sayang.

Just wanna share the lyric of my current fav song (already becoming my default ringing tone after hv been using im yours for years hehe) it just keeps me movingg babe..

Nobody – Wonder Girls
You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change.
I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just, just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so, just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I feel
When I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

♥♥♥

silent.

I got nothing to say these couples of day. I was being mad & upset and yes that was wrong when what I’d do is focusing on my work & the wed prep. I don’t know. What should I do act to let this annoyed feeling go away and never come back?
I know I’d have my trust on him but stupid things like that hurts me. Its killing me every time and these past 24hours without talking has been a nightmares but I need my time. My silent mode. I'm sorry for not talking to u but I do missing u.

Nite peeps. Hopefully I can sleep well tonite.

aktiviti di hujung minggu yg singkat

Cross-Country Day

Dinner to Celebrate Yatt's Birthday..

H A P P Y  B E L A T E D  B I R T H D A Y  T O  Y O U!!

E MO is the right word for me.

i heart my lappy's new face :)
So yesterday I was such an emo. Actually I’m not feeling good as I woke up in the morning and during form teacher period I yelled & nagging at my students in class for not doing the cleanliness. It had been a very unproductive day for me. I’m not doing anything except for surfing (blog hopping mostly) reading online paper & having nasi lemak for breakfast (feel guilty now). Got tons of work to be done but dunno what’s got into me. Malasss.. tade mood and I only got 4 periods jeh for the day so it was very boringgg..

To make the day worst, later on I found out that the government is going to cut our COLA & house allowances to half starting March. Demn. I know it just a rumors but if it is true, I don’t think that is fair because they’re sending us here not that we asked for it. As for me, I constantly traveling home and of course I need that extra money for my flight ticket. Takkan nk balik setahun sekali jeh huhu.

Dy is so occupied with work nowadays, he abandoning me again (isit ‘abandoning’ is the right word? hehe so sorry honey.. I did understand how he's at work but I just feel that sometimes, I need him to be there when I really need him most. I hate being here like always and that really affect my feeling constantly.

But no worries, I feel so much better today :) even exhausted from being back and forth to the school, garment store, Survey & school again. And tonite, Dy is having a karaoke session with his colleagues, I do hope he's having a good time and wins something hehe. As for me, tomorrow I’ll be in school again since the school organized a cross-country for the student and I’m going to be one of the judges. So I need my sleep now. Hope tomorrow will be a better day for me.

his dream shoe!

The school’s orientation week for f2, f4 and f6 students has started and I really think that is such a waste of time. I don’t know (doesn’t care to know) what’s the main objective of that because the students had been doing the same thing every year. And as a form teacher I have to stay along with the students until 4.30pm every day for the whole week when most of the teachers can leave early. Ergghh I hate that thought.
As a result these couple of days I reached home feeling super tired all I want is to take a nap even I’d promised myself not to sleep in the evening. But whatever I need my rest if not I won’t manage to do anything at night.

During ym session with Dy last nite, he said that for his shoe hantaran he just want a Converse instead of Lacoste (his first choice) and I was like okayyy because it is cheaper haha Im such a cheapskate fiancee but it turned out that the one he wanted is from Converse Japan..aaa
So the price a bit different from Converse Malaysia in about ￥5,900 so u guys kira sendirila berapa after di convert to RM.. hehe (but don’t worry honey, anything u want as long u likes it!) We do have an old friend, Azam that resides in Japan so we may figure it out with him. Hope he won’t mind to do us the favor.
He wanted this one (if anyone has seen this in store, let us know yeh)

Active II Ox

and I’m not blaming him cause I have fallen in love too and sooo.. want these two pairs!

Luster-Dot Ox

Nordic-Sweater Ox

And it’s been a few day that am wearing a socks to bed and if not I won’t able to sleep well because of the cold..odd!