i called it "j o u r n e y"

baby steps

2011-12-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

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Hihihi its been so longggggg..kan. Finally am here again.

Hopefully with this new layout will boost up my guts to write again.

(if i still remember how to do it) (^_^)

Till then. meet my new sweetheart. my beloved rose. my apple of my eyes. my lil angel.

Suri Hannah ~ 070611

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2010-10-04T23:48:00.001+08:00

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I keep telling myself everything is going to be fine. I am going to be fine. I am going to be fine. I am going to be fine…

Going to have an early start tomorrow morning bcos I need to be at Kolej TDTH Bujang by 6.30am to supervise student for PMR. The school is quite far from my place so by 5.45am I need to leave the house. Harap sangat tak jem. Even though first paper only starts at 8.10am but we need to be there early to prepare a few things first.

I need my sleep now. Not hoping for another sleepless night.

gloomy day

2010-10-03T19:10:00.005+08:00

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Sometimes I secretly wish that men (in my case hubster) can read my mind without I say it out loud. Now, I know that it is impossible bcos men always will be men and they simply not get it every time women (in this case: me) told him there is thing that he had done is buggering me and all he can say (in our case) “if u don’t like it, then I will not like it” instead of “I will not do it”.

So I am sad. and lost my appetite :(

Last part of cerita raya.

2010-09-23T23:23:00.003+08:00

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Work is starting to fill up but am still not in the mood to do anything. Malas betul inilah bahana bila cuti lama sangat grrr..
In other note, my right lower gum is suddenly swollen and it’s affecting my ear too. It has been a few days already causing me difficulties to chew my food and when I woke up every day, it hurts like helllll.. Don’t really know what caused it just hoping it will be better soon sbb malas nak g clinic.

This coming weekend am planning to do some cooking because my friend Lina is craving for home made spaghetti and she asked me to cook it. So we are thinking to do some other simple dishes like mushroom soup, garlic bread and mashed potatoes. Hopefully jadi la kan babe. Hehe skrg cam dah pandai/confident nak buat mashed potatoes and gravy sauce sbb aritu dah test skill kat umah PIL during our BBQ session. Hubster said it was good so okaylah, I trust him haha (cuba la cakap tak sedap mau kena cubit!)

So arini nak sambung sikit lg psl cite raya. Around 12noon mcm tuh we’re already on the way to Dungun from my hometown. PIL ngan adik2 in-laws dah gerak dulu so we’ve promised to meet them there. Hampir semua rumah sedara kot (belah my FIL) kitaorg pegi on 1st day raya tue and on 2nd day plak kita round semua rumah sedara belah my MIL.

Now I’m going to share some more photos but as I mention before, mmg tak banyak amik gamba masa jln2 kt Dungun ngan KT sbb sume dah malas, sibuk makan jeh so awal2 jelah rajin hehe. Besides rasa cam pelik jeh melawat sedara mara nak bergambar apa bagai kan hehe as it was considered my first time to their house so tayahla nak over kan. hehe

Ini dengan adik2 in-laws, Dira & Yaya. dua2 tinggi kakak ipar jeh pendek huhuu

from left are my beloved MIL, adik2 ipar, Cik Anie and anak2

Yang tutup muka tu Ariq, BIL yg bongsu ~ malu2 kucing gitu hehe

Dua beradik ni mmg rapat despite jumpa bape kali jeh setahun. Sayang tgh tunjuk apa tah kat Ariq :)

Adik hubster yg no 2 ~ Izwan & Aisha

Tiga generasi :) Itu nenek sebelah my FIL

Hubster & Muiz (cousin) p/s : I'am in action kat belakang tu hehe

Yaya dah ready so bergambar2 dulu kat pondok. Ini kat umah PIL before g beraya on 2nd day.

Ini kat umah Tok'ki kutip mangga, sempatt!!

p/s bkn mengidam yeh mmg hantu mangga

pantang nampak hehe

So, boleh dikatakan raya this year was fun despite certain things that happened before it. Semoga diizinkan tuhan untuk berpuasa & beraya lg tahun depan. InsyaAllah.

p/s : Oppss belum cite lg psl apa yg I dpt from hubster as a duit raya hehe

Eid 2010 ~ Alhamdulillah..

2010-09-20T22:58:00.007+08:00

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So am already back to Miri arrived safely almost midnite, thanks to bestie Lina for fetching me up. I don’t sleep really well last night, myb sbb berubah tempat tido kot (and without hubster by my side huhu) and at work today, it seems that I can’t stop yawning. Luckily there’s nothing at school that can hold me to stay longer. At 2pm sharp terus clock out and went straight home (on the way singgah jap umah kak sanu amik keta)

Hari Raya hols was fun though despite very tiring. This year raya without doubt was different and merrier as it was my first year celebrating it as a wife. We’d been back and forth from my hometown to hubster’s starting syawal. Sib baik 2jam jeh every time klu tak masak gak kitaorg duk ulang alik tu plus tade tol so okaylah. 1st & 2nd raya adalah aktiviti melawat rumah sanak saudara belah my PIL in Dungun & Kuala Terengganu. It’s a tradition for newlyweds to visit kaum kerabat and being the 1st daughter-in-law in the family, it is a must. My MIL pun memang excited nak bwk kami berjalan sbb lepas kawin aritu memang tak sempat nak g rumah sapa2.

I must admit though that it was very tiring, mana lagi dengan cuaca panas and bab makan toksah cite la sampai arini perut still kembang lg kot haha but I took it as a responsibility for being a new member in the family (tp mengomel gak kat hubster bila dah penat sangat) but it was fun though (Its true honey! hehe)

Be with hubster for 2weeks was also a blessed. That was the longest days we got to spend as a spouse together so far and I can’t be happier even though my duty as wife masih belum dapat dilaksanakan sepenuhnya. Gosh I can’t wait to have our own place that I can call home so that I can fulfill my responsibility as a wife to him accordingly. But still I enjoyed this time raya to the bits as merasa la isi duit raya dlm sampul sama2 with him (we spent almost rm600 for duit raya alone this year ermm) gosok his baju raya, too bad I can’t accompany him for sembahyang sunat hari raya.

So lets have take a look to some pictures during the Eid ~ all photos was taken during 1st Syawal only..raya kedua and latter dah malas nak bergambar :)

Our juadah di pagi raya : sate, nasi impit, kuah kacang, kek lapis, rendang, lemang, nasi goreng that i cooked (not in the pic ~ balik sembahyang raya semua laju jeh mkn nasi goreng dulu hehe) & tomyam.

Makan-makan dulu sebelum org datang beraya ~ owh ya, pagi raya was at my house, bila dah tengahari sikit baru kitaorg gerak pi Dungun :)

Dah habis makan, main mercun plak ~ semua 4 beradik tue fahmi jeh baju lari tema sket, nie semua anak abg Ruh/Iswadi, my abang yg sulung.

Cik Ha bagi duit raya pada Adit ~ anak abang Iskandar, my abang yg no. 4

Ini plak my abang yg no.5 - En. Ismawi with Thaqif ~ bapak yg sengih lebih anak dpt duit raya :)

Nik Adit ~ org sibuk makan dia sibuk duk usung dvd apatah tu suruh pasang hehe

Itu Mak Teh (my auntie-in-law) ngan anak2 ~ time nie tak ramai lg yg dtg.

Ayus ~ anak abang Ruh yg bongsu, makin besar makin cute like her Cik Ha :))

Abang Iskandar & Adit ~ Yasmin & ibunya mana tah.

Haha mcm anak-anak kami sedondon gitu ~ Adit ngan Yasmin

Berdua sajor this year but next year tak sure lagi kot kot bertiga hahaha

Sanak-saudara jerla yg ramai pagi raya sbb my mom adalah anak sulong in the family so adik-beradik semua datang serbu umah Mak Long. Mcm dah jadi tradition.

So this is my mom aka Tok Mek, me & my youngest sis, Zimah ~ minah tue tiba2 bertudung gak, yg kakak nyer dah ready nak gerak g dungun.

Lil bro Izwan with nieces - Yamin & Ayus. Sadly on 2nd day raya he was admitted to HUSM sbb my mom realized mata dia kuning & he said mmg dia tak lalu makan dah week before raya. He was suspected having a Hepatitis B and until today doc still lagi tak bg balik even though he's doing better. Sian betul.

Ini semua my SIL ~ from left, Kak Iza (sulung) Kak Yah (No.4) & Kak Nurul (No.5). U see, I got 10 siblings : 5 bros, 1 sis, me, 2 lil bros, 2 lil sisters. That explains why my SIL smpai 5 org hehe. Ini pun tak semua yg balik. Abg Izhar (No.3) tak balik, Abg Ispazhil (No.2) balik the next day, my only big sis Mira beraya kt umah PIL, my adik Ining dah pegi keja kul 10 aritu and Mamat, my youngest bro tade dlm gamba sibuk duk main PS2.

Two lil rascals.

This is my dad aka Tok Ayoh :)

Makan dulu sebelum org datang beraya.

Wahh panjang plak post ni. Next time i'll share raya photos kt dungun & kuala terengganu.

photo raya

2010-09-16T21:34:00.016+08:00

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Our very first raya photo together ;)

1 syawal 1431 / Sept 10, 2010

Its already 7th day of hari raya but its never too late to wish Happy Eid Mubarak once again right? After all its one month of celebration and am still enjoying it :)
Ampun dan maaf dipinta from both of us.

cerita sebelum balik beraya

2010-09-08T18:32:00.001+08:00

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Hence hari raya is just around the corner.
We are leaving by midnight tonight to my hometown as planned. Everything is ready to go I guess it just I need to do some more packing while waiting for hubster to get back from work. Rasanya semua dah ada kot for raya like baju raya : checked, kuih-muih (a few need to be pick up before leave) and an awning tudung for my mom, hopefully sempat carik arini.

On saturday we went for shopping baju raya at Subang Parade but before that we went to MPH warehouse sale at kelana jaya. gosh sangat happy sbb managed to grab 3 books and one of them is Mini Shopaholic yeay! the retail price is at rm69.90 but they hv offered 30% off for every book so mestila beli kan. I also got a secondhand book by Cecelia Ahern, A Place Called Home (an old version cover which I like a lot) at RM5 only. what a bargain kan? Memang dah lama nak beli buku ni and the last one is from Julia Williams, The Bridesmaid Pact (nothing special about this book I just love love reading a story about the wedding hehe)

After that we headed to Subang Parade & hubster bought me my caftan baju raya (another yeay) sangat suka itu baju sbb suits me perfectly well (mind u banyak gilo caftans yg lawa2 kat sana) and in return, I bought him baju melayu from Alain Delon that matched my caftan :) konon sweet la tukar2 gift gitu muahahaa.
For iftar we settled at Fatty Crab, PJ ~ erghh ramai giler orang we have to wait for almost 30mins before got our seats but it worth the waiting sbb fatty crab mmg scrumptious! we ordered 2kati of crabs (enough for 2people), fried rice & chicken wings. Result : kenyang & buntang perut hehe

On sunday, we only went out for Iftar. At first rasa mcm nak makan kat Ikea tp cancel sbb hubster ajak makan kat Ani Sup Utara, Damansara tp bila sampai sana kedainya plak tutup huhu so terpaksala berbuka dlm keta dulu nasib dah tapau something at bazaar Taman Tun. Akhirnya we settled at Absolute Thai, Ikano Power Centre. The foods quite good as we were having; steamed rice, thai fish cakes, tomyam seafood & spicy papaya salad aka somtam.

These past few days hv been great time for hubster and I as merasa la jugak bersahur & berbuka as a hubby & wifey (wlupun takde kesempatan lg nak masak, dapur belum ada huhu) but yesterday something happened and its kinda ruined my mood to do everything. Ingat nak g klcc for last minute shopping tp terus cancel tambah lg ngan pms so I thought it would be better if I stayed at home rather than facing the chaos of people in klcc.. kang tak psl2 aku meroyan uish (meroyan kat rumah takpe haha)

Lastly guys.. Happy Eid Mubarak, have a blast hari raya and hv a safe journey home. Maaf zahir & batin.

2010-09-03T12:06:00.000+08:00

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This is a very quick short update.

I’m EXCITED & Content!

The day finally arrived yeay.. am leaving on the jet plane in a few hours.

Hubster dear, cant wait to see u :) ~~(and my baby coach too hahaa)~~

Allah trials come in a different way.

2010-08-29T14:57:00.002+08:00

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That's all I can say.

These couple of days, I’m a lil bit distracted bcoz something that happened back home and its killing me as nothing I can do to fix it neither that I can share it here. But I’m taking it as whatever happens, it’s happened for a reason. Therefore I was in grumpy mood lately and being away from hubster doesn’t help it at all. I just can wait to go back as I knew just to be with him can ease my anxious. So erghh..5 more days to go.

While waiting for those days to fly away, I have to move on with my life. Last night iftar was at Muara Restaurant and am having Empal (daging bakar) Lalapan Rice once again. It’s only Ma & I and as we are arrived quite late, it was full house already so we have to wait before got our seats. Our originally plan is to break the fast at Dynasty but after some consideration we cancel it. Rasa mcm membazir bayar RM40++ something then makan sikit jeh. Besides it’s only two of us, klu ramai2 baru seronok nak makan buffet sambil cite2. For me berbuka dengan hanya makan nasi dah cukup. I don’t need any kuih muih or whatever that’s why I rarely went to bazaar. Tade craving for any specific foods except for kebab. Itu pun bkn sbb mengidam sbb puasa tp sbb memang suka mkn kebab hehe tp last friday, pergi bazaar tade pun nmpak org jual kebab so tunggu balik kl jelah. Malas nak g cari tempat lain.

Okay continue with the story of last night. After iftar, we went to HotCross Bun Bakery to order some layer cake to bring home next week then off to Miri Mall for movie treat. Ingat nak tgk cite Jennifer Lopez, The Back-up Plan tapi cite tu tak on show lg dah so we opt for Step Up 3. I can say that the storyline wasn’t much different from the 2 previous movies but it was fun to watch. Seronok tgk diaorg menari apa bagai and the lead actor also quite cute! tp apatah nama dia malas nk google.

hubster, don’t be jealous okeh dear :)

Erm for yesterday no picture was taken bcoz I wasn’t in the mood for it. My Sony digicam tu pun mana tah perginya must be somewhere in one of my handbags.

Till then here some photos from my E71.

1. our first date as a hubby & wifey. 2. Inside : my coach op art sateen maggie

3. my new chanel inspired heels 4. nampak kurus kan? hehe this was taken before fasting

1. one of my bajus raya 2. Sambil mengajar smbil berposing :)

3. Abaikan rambut yg serabai itu, ini kat kelas 6RPP 4. view from the class

i love raining day

2010-08-23T21:09:00.007+08:00

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Rasa cam kejap jeh weekend its Monday already. Spent the whole weekend staying at home except on Saturday morning when I was at school for a meeting. The night before I fall asleep so soundly because of the cold weather sampai hubster texts a few times pun tak sedar hihi
** Sorry sayang (^_^) --> ini icon muka cute just for u.

Starting Wednesday, it was raining every other day & night (not that I complain though) After staying in Miri for almost 3years, I can say that I like rainy day more (dah mcm Bella aku nih hehe) rather than hot sunny day because the weather here is quite different. Maybe sebab duk area pantai kot itu yang panasnya lain mcm jeh. Everyone keeps saying that I’m darker nowadays (or isit tanned? haha) sampai ada sorang akak tailor nih tak percaya that I’am a Kelantanese.

Dia siap ckp "bukan org Kelantan putih2 ke?”
wth kak..
and aku jawab “saya dulu putih sejak duk sini yg jadi hitam”
hahaa siot betoi.

So Sunday is heaven. It’s raining all day long and laziness has taken over me. At 2.45pm I’m still in my PJs dan sepanjang hari baring jeh atas tilam mengadap lappy smpai my body aches hehe sungguh seronok.

Owh yea on Saturday jugak after that stupid meeting ended (which we got tortured for what we did. Buat salah tak buat lagi salah. pffft!) I went to a garment store and bought a few meters of polka-dot chiffon garment to be tailored as a long scarf. Im thinking to wear a scarf for this coming raya tp tak sure la match ke tidak ngan baju raya ;)

p/s : suka la awak hubster :)

Saya juga telah order these button badges just for fun. Ingat nak guna for our post wedding photo shoot. Will see la camne sbb tak decide lagi ngan hubster nak buat theme apa. If up to me, both of us pakai jeh levis & crispy white shirt then pakai button ni cute eayy. Don’t know whether hubster agree or not. Ermm..
Anyway, for those who might interested to purchase these button badges, can click here CUTE BUTTON BADGES.

of reading stuff

2010-08-20T22:44:00.003+08:00

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I woke up today to a gloomy cold morning. Erghh it’s hard to wake up early in the morning when the weather is so freezing thus last night I was asleep quite late to finish those demn extra class analyses but am glad it is Friday already. Rasa baru jeh start Ramadhan and now we’re already 1/3 way through it. Even though I didn’t complete the whole 10days nie but still there’s 20days left to go so InsyaAllah esok dah boleh start puasa balik :)

Last weekend I was doing nothing since tade pepe activity in school. Duk kat rumah jer mmg boring giler (I’m too broke even for window shopping hahaha) and out of boredom tuh I somehow realize that it’s been a while since my last purchased on book. My current reading is the Eclipse (repeating for 2nd time) since I hv nothing new to read. My last book that I’ve had read is Twenties Girl from my fav author Sophie Kinsella. Itu pun I tak beli sbb hubster bagi as a birthday present last March.

So I masukla Sophie Kinsella website and wehee guess what, she’s already out with a new book for Shopaholic series and it’s called Mini Shopaholic. For those yg ada baca Shopaholic & Baby tahula saper Mini or Minnie tu kan.

I’d have asked Nad to get it for me when she’s in UK recently if I knew about this book earlier. Gosh! rugi tp bila check kt website MPH, the book will be release on Sept, 2nd in Malaysia dah tak lama dah. I’m so excited yeay! bertambah lagi my collection of Sophie Kinsella books.
I’m going to buy this book as well (pic below). It’s a twilight parody so as a big fan of twilight saga I should give it a try.

Ermm esok ada plak meeting kt sekolah. I guess it’s going to be a never-ending torture. Prfhhh! It would be nice if I have those books to kill the time huhu

cerita puasa (& handbag raya)

2010-08-13T14:13:00.003+08:00

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After a sleepless night a day before that caused me headache all day long, last night after iftar I was fast asleep around 8.30 then woke up around 2-ish, check my phone (of course, there’s a text from hubster) and realize its late already so I went back to sleep ;) Itupun nasib baik tak miss sahur sbb sedar2 balik dah kul 4.30. Typical me is memang tak larat puasa klu tak sahur so all these years memang tak akan miss sahur unless I was too tired (read : tido mati) ataupun tak boleh puasa hihii

So this is my first ramadhan as a wife but sadly I wasn’t with the hubster. Poor him bcoz these past 2days he’s only break the fast at the office. 1st day he bought a burger across the street at his office, 2nd day he’s only went to mamak. Gosh it might be different if I were there in KL. Hubster dear, I’m so sorry okay for not being there but soon, in 3weeks time im going to be with u again, tak sabar nak berbuka ngan kamu.
Luckily this year my cuti raya awal sikit so sempatla kot kami merasa berpuasa & bersahur as a husband & wife for the 1st time :)

And as for me..
1st day iftar was at home having a tapau lalapan rice & 2nd day was with Ma, Lina & Kak Ja at Selera Rasa Segar (apsal aku rasa kedai ni nama cam mini market hehe) Nothing delightful, I just had a rice and overpriced sup tulang.
p/s : I don’t like that place bcoz its too crowded and loud. pasang tv kuat giler and the service agak slow. Thus with my headache condition I can’t bear to be at crowded place tapi nvrmind tahan jelah demi nak berbuka dgn kwn2. Today plak I only managed to fast for half day bcoz my bf of the month sudah sampaiii. Duhh rasa rugi plak ingat sempat la abis satu arini. This time puasa, tade rasa excited pun nak g psr ramadhan hehe tak tahu nape.

On other note, my raya handbag sudah smpai dari paris weheee sangat seronok.
Thanks to Nad & Adi sbb sanggup mengangkutnya smpai ke Malaysia. Diaorg arrived from London and transit at KLIA mlm isnin aritu then hubster went to pick up it before them on board to Aussie plak (diaorg nie duduk kat Aussie)
Jealous betul ngan diaorg pergi bercuti round2 UK for almost 20days. My turn bila tah, selagi tak settle ngan PTPTN jgn harap nak keluar dari Malaysia terchenta nih huhu
Anyways, thanks a lot guys. Rasa sangat tak sabar to hold that baby and thanks to u too hubster kerana bersusah payah utk itu :)) Gambar yg hubster mms takleh nk upload plak mana tah pi phone nyer cable tuh.

mine is similar with this one different color je kot. saja kirim kt diaorg sbb I can save a few hundreds klu beli abroad. masih tak mampu nk pki Gucci ke, LV or Chanel hehe

So guys, have a wonderful weekend ya. Saya happy sbb this weekend tade pepe aktiviti in school. syukur, Alhamdulillah.

our weekend together.

2010-08-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

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I came across this blog and fell in love with it.

http://milasdaydreams.blogspot.com/

Pls check it out guys. It was about how this mom turns her lil girl's dreams into photos (her imagination or course!) during her maternity leave. Its so cool!
Oh how I wish I can be like her when it comes to my time (hehe belum ada baby dah berangan mcm2) tp things like this requires enormous of creativity & determination and knowing myself, blerghhh it won’t happen I guess. Setakat ambik gamba biasa2 everyday mungkin la kottt hehe

Anyway, am going to share about our short getaway last weekend. Owh how I missed spending times with my dear hubster esp at the place that I love the most. This weekend am doing nothing, so boringggg...

So lets the pictures does the talking shall we? :)

this is the newlyweds on 2nd time honeymoon ;)

1. rasa nk gigit awan itu. 2. waiting for hubster to fetch at KLIA.

3. si hubster seronok dpt presents (jeles la org tu dpt new phone :p) 4. fits him well yeah!

off we went to cameron highlands the next day. hubster bgn lambat so arrived pun dah around 1.30pm. Jalan2 dulu before check in at heritage hotel. we thougt we're late already tp kul4 baru leh check in cehh!

Our room. semua deco bkn hotel yg buat tp si wifey was trying to be creative haha

maklumla bunga murah kat sana

we were having dinner at Strawberry Moment, new hottest place in town. the foods taste okayla..spaghetti dia pun banyakkk smpai kena tapau hehe

tp diaorg punya desserts semua sgt2la menarik.

we chose mini buffet strawberry & chocolate. our mouth-watering dessert. sgt suka!

strawberry ice cream, waffle in choco syrup, strawberry chocolate, scones yum yum!

(makan smpai rasa nk muntah)

jalan2 beli bunga, yg hijau tue jambu epal (sedap!) tp mahal rm8/2biji.

hubster bought for me & his officemates.

during breakfast at hotel. the food biasa2 ajer. we ate pun tak banyak. lepas snap a few pictures outside, we went back to our room. si hubster went back to sleep (kaki tidur) & si wifey kena marking paper aihhh

taken outside the hotel after breakfast. the sun is shining but its cool. i like!

I ♥ CAMERON!!

p/s : hubster dear, thanks for taking me there. iloveu.

saya tidak sabar menunggu hari esok.

2010-07-29T21:49:00.002+08:00

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HIATUS mode is on.
Tomorrow evening, will be leaving on a jet plane (or MAS, whatever) to meet the hubser, then we'll be leaving for Cameron Highlands, my most fav place ever for a short get away, at the same time to celebrate hubster's belated birthday and also can consider it as a 2nd month honeymoon for us kan? Masih lagi dlm mood honeymoon ni selagi inai dijari belum habis hihi

My mission is to eat everything that I've been craving for (no, no bun in the oven yet :p) just an ordinary crave like Uncle Raju's scone, waffle, tea, strawberry (fresh & dried), sweet corn, and bla bla blaa mostly anything la that I can find in Cameron to load my big fat stomach ni. harhar

So hubster darling, can’t wait to see u again. Harap2 org tu gaining some weight!

p/s : dont worry, will not forget to bring along your belated birthday prezies ;) tadaa!

no surprise as he's already knew what i got for him :)

Realizing...

2010-07-23T21:42:00.003+08:00

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Form 5 & F6 students are in the middle of their 1st trial exam so I feel relax a bit nowadays even though workload is piling up tp tadela penat sgt or stress out like always, if not masuk kelas jeh non-stop talking + membebel sakit tekak woo.. but baru jeh 2, 3 hari lepas I was so mad kat sorang bdk pompuan lower6 nih bcoz she didn’t do the exercise that I asked her to do. A few times gak aku duk suruh dia buat tapi boleh dia main2, talked back so aku ambik kertas dia, gumpal & threw it to her simultaneously with some yelling. Iyer cikgu dah marah tambah2 tgh PMS, silap banyakla ko.

Anyway, I'm not going to talk about that anymore. Buang masa jeh. After this am just going to ignore her, nasib la klu ko dah malas sgt, aku pun malas nak layan.

Actually today, I realize one thing.
Every time I had a conversation with hubster, I always say something like “alaa..bencila..” OR “tak suka la camni” OR "tipu tipu.." usually regarding to his work lah.
Contohnya bila dia bgtahu that he was needed to stay back at the office sbb tiba2 ada keja last minute yg nak kena settle,
I was saying “alaa tak sukala camni” or “benci benci” something like thatlah..
or every time he promised to sleep early,
I was saying “tipuuuu..” bcoz I knew he was just saying that to make me go to bed first padahal he’s going to do his work until late hour. (ini kira tipu sunat ke apa sayang? hehe)

Bila fikir2 balik mcm tak elok kan cakap2 mcm tu ( even though I'm not really meant it in a bad way) bcoz I pernah baca from somewhere that every word that we’ve said was like a prayer.
So tamau la klu selalu ckp camtu nnt lama-lama jadi benci betul atau tipu betul. erkkk! Not that I ever wish for that to happen!

So lepas ni kena ingat2 bila bercakap. kan sayang? :))

teaser of us during majlis bertandang on June, 12

location : gong badak, KT

P/S : sangat rindu senyuman hubster sbb itu upload gamba ini.

feeling.sick

2010-07-20T23:20:00.006+08:00

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Thinking to continue with my bulanmadu story tp rasa sangat tidak sihat arini. Feeling feverish, headache since afternoon, heartburn dan lain-lain. owh PMS.

Hubster plak works around the clock these days, day to nite.. errmm passed midnite actually. I wish am there everytime he got home to ease his exhaustion and sickly worried he might falling sick if this circumstance continues.

Sayang, pls take care of yourself okay..? Knowing that I couldn’t.
I miss u. like a lot!

horneyhmoon. opsss! bulanmadu day 1.

2010-07-18T17:47:00.010+08:00

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Just woke up from my afternoon nap and feel like blogging and its going to be about our honeymoon trip :)

p/s : Hopefully my OPs managed to send our wed photos by end of this month so that I can start with the wed story plak. Klu lambat sgt takut plak dah basi malas la pulak nnt nak bercerita kat sini huhu

Okay, movin on to the point.

We left kl by air accordingly to our plan sbb hubster mmg tanak drive and I agreed, sian kat dia klu drive jauh2 because the night before we’re just arrived from our hometown so it must be really tired for him. The next morning around 10.30am we left subang by cab headed up to subang commuter; from there we took a train to kl sentral and finally took a bus to the airport. Such a long journey with different transportations but no photos were taken :)

Our flight was scheduled at 2.05pm but delayed about an hour. Masa waiting for the plane tu nampakla Nina Juren with her family pun ada menunggu sama. Her husband datuk kan? tp during that time datuk tu mmg selekeh habis and tak sangka datuk pun naik AirAsia haha enough with that sedap jeh aku mengata laki org selekeh hihii

So we’ve arrived langkawi around 4.00pm and was greeted with a fresh gloomy skies. First thing that we did is rental a car. Luckily kat tempat nk collect luggage tu dah ada counters for rental car so it’s easier for us and since I dah booking by phone, the rate is cheaper rather than we walk in kan dah save kat situ. Ingat nak ambik kelisa mcm chomey sikit tp company tu tade kelisa plak, diaorg just ada kancil, myv, wira, yaris, apatah lg and since we dah booked ngan diaorg so we optioned for kancil jerlah sbb its only two of us and we can save the fuel money some more. Isi minyak RM20 tp last day there pun minyak masih banyak :) and it takes about 20mins of driving from the airport to our resort which located at Burau Bay to the south of island, quite far from Kuah Town but nearer to Langkawi Cable Car.

Upon arrival, we’re served with welcoming drinks and our host is called Umar and he’s from Sudan. Oh my, his English was difficult to catch up and he talks sgt laju and I was like, come again?? (for a few times hehe)
From our casual chats with him, we acknowledged that he’s a student from UiTM ke UTM (tak ingat) and only doing a part time there but he’s such a nice friendly guy. After dah settles with check in, Umar brought us to our room and we’re surprised to know that we needs to ride a shuttle service to get to our room. True enough bcoz that place is so awesomely hugeee!! It has 409 chalets and suites altogether which is 47 is individual chalets and suites that built over the sea with a private balcony. Ours is called Junior Chalet On Water, room no 1118 (I like it a lot sbb 18 is my fav lucky no!)

For more info about the chalets and suites, click BerjayaLangkawiResort&Spa pls.

on the plane, arriving, refreshments.

room, welcoming note, balcony

Duhh mcm dah panjang giler I tulis ni..nnt sambung lg tulis skrg nak mkn sbb dah lapa giler. tata

update yang malas

2010-07-14T00:21:00.003+08:00

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Gosh am being lazy to blog from day to day, not that I’ve been busy just tak tahu what should I write down here as life still the same, plain boring everyday. Still waiting photos from both of my OPs, then baru cam excited nak cerita psl hal kawin aduhh cepatla plsss..
Myb I should start with our honeymoon story instead :) but I won’t do it now cause need to choose photos, resize and everything before I can start to upload it here. Its more fun klu bercerita together with the photo, kan?
But I got one that I’m already done editing using a PhotoScape and that was my first time actually hehe punyala dah lama install benda alah nie tp tak penah la nak guna.
So sayang, what do u thinks? Not bad la kan for the first timer hehe

p/s : I’ve submitted photo of us (below) for a contest HERE and hope I can win something as this is also my first time joining an online contest. and sayang I hope u tak kisah? winkkss

after had our breakfast @ beach cafe. p/s : dua2 tak mandi lg hehe

the cousins that i deeply miss.

2010-07-06T19:30:00.001+08:00

They are cousins and both are my lovelies niece & nephew and I miss them so much every time I look at this photo.
They are adorable in their own ways. The girl, Ayus is so bright and always acts like an adult yet so reserved every time. The boy, Aqim capable of melting heart with his sweet poisonous smile and every time I asked him to kiss me, it always comes with muahh sound, how cute is that?
I rarely met Ayus because she’s staying in Melaka and only went back to Kelantan once or twice a year. As for Aqim plak he’s only staying in Terengganu so I can meet him every time I go back :)

Next time I’ll see them again is during soon-to-come Hari Raya. Really can’t wait for that.

They are ♫ di hatiku :)

Another year older for him..

2010-07-05T23:54:00.049+08:00

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I'd have written this entry a week ago, on Jun 23rd to be exact. It was the day that remarks my man that now I’m calling hubster was born 28years ago. It really saddens me for not being there to lighten up his day (he had a photo shoot and needed to work until late hours on his birthday huhu) and on top of that, I wasn’t doing anything. No surprise cake, no present even a card. hukhuk I’m such a bad wife kan. Actually I did try to do something but in a short notice time, it didn’t turn out well..erghh I’m beyond regretted for not planning it earlier.

I am so sorry sayang for not trying harder but I promise that I’ll make it up to u. I already got u a gift that I picked with much love and hopefully u already made up ur mind what to get for yourself; on me of course :) Can’t wait to be with u again and do something FUN together haha like u said "we’ve all the time in the world, and we already expecting this kind of relationship until u will be here..Don’t worry, we’d take it step by step” ;)

Anyway, what a birthday without a wishes kan? Even a belated ones hehe
And here it goes to u sayang :

Happy birthday to the man that makes my world go around,
That makes every day worth living,
There was never a day passed by that I did not love u,
Wishing u many more years of health, happiness & gratification to come.

♥ my lovely hubster on our wed day ;)

And today also remarks 1 month of us being a newlywed and despite being apart from each other, I can’t be happier for the title and thank God for all the blessings to make me as a Fadzlin's wife. I’m sure one the luckiest person on earth to have person that I most adores as a husband and for him to love me unconditionally.

Much love & kisses to u hubster ;)
xoxo

Back from hiatus

2010-06-28T23:40:00.005+08:00

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It’s been a while since my last post, no? I’ve been staring in front of my lappy for almost 10mins thinking what should I write.. Its pouring rain outside, makes me missing the hubster even more and its kinda reminds me on 1st night of our honeymoon when the rain was so heavy and the sound of waves kept waking me up. ergh.. 3 weeks passed by and am feel like dreaming that we’re finally tied the knot :) and being in a long distance marriage (LDM) is harder than I thought.
Last nite I went to bed with tears, missing him more than I thought I am. I should start to blog again to distract myself. I guess.

As for the wedding, Alhamdulillah it went well and like any other, has its flaw but I won’t trade it for anything. Yes, if I can turn back time, there are a few things that I wish I can do it again like; give more effort (and time) on how to deco all the hantarans, to take more “in the making” pictures of me doing all the hard works before the big day, to take beautiful pictures like I’ve been planning to do with helps from my OP, and the list goes on hehe
As much I want to share it here, I really don’t know where to start. So until I get photos from my OP, there’s nothing much I can share about it so I better stop here. Before this, I was like “I want it to be over, I cannot wait to go for honeymoon” and now when it’s finally over (not the marriage but the preparations and such hehe) I’m kinda missing it.

And now, I need to eat something for my empty stomach ni.. makan pun dah tak lalu la kononnn hehe

June, 05 ~ 1230pm, we tied the knot ♥

p/s : pic credit to Ah-long Muhamad

of pre-wed photoshoot (finally) and card

2010-05-19T19:23:00.002+08:00

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Okayy..where should I begin?

Lately mmg hampeh malas giler nak update blog just rajin for blog hopping jeh tapi kan makin banyak aku baca those preparations yg all b2bs tu buat lagi la rasa tension. yerlah duk sini mmg tak banyak benda boleh buat padahal dalam kepala duk fikir banyaknyer benda nak kena settlekan before the big day tapi semua kena hold dulu until my holidays (3 weeks yaay) finally come basically in 2 week times huhu then I only get 1 whole week to settle everything. sigh..

Yesterday Dy dah sent out our invitation cards and I’m going to receive it tomorrow. Mesti bertambah busy bcoz I need to do some deco first before I can send it out. uwaa dahla exam paper berlambak nak kena marking, workload pun bertambah dah dekat2 nak cuti nih so definitely it’s going to be a hectic week for me. pffh!

Dy plak is struggling to finish printing & cutting all those maps bcoz it was unattached with the card. Like I said before, our maps are printed on A4 paper and Dy needs to cut it to half. So sorie sayang I’m not able to help you. lol.. As known Dy is still on leave, doc gave him another week bcoz he’s having a real bad sore throat despite his doing fine with his recovery. Act ada hikmahnya gak he has been sick so that he’s able to finish things that should be done by him. haha

One of them is the wedding invitation card :

our wedding card :))

the maps

Dy does this as a mock up for deco

So we optioned for card yang simple but cute & sweet. I’ve always has a thing with colorful thingy and Dy made a wonderful job which is I love it to bits! And most important, people may not have a heart to throw it away. kan selalu kad kawen org akan buang (jarang orang simpan huhu) after the wedding kan, and me..err no exception so hopefully our wed card nih org takkan buang so it’s like another favor from our wedding hehe and the theme masih lagi 'back to school' like our theme for pre wed photoshoot. The envelope looks like a cover of exercise book and I’m so happy with it (despite not so my liking at the beginning hehe)

And I finally manage to pick a few from ton of photos from the pre wed photoshoot to upload, so here :

I personally love this one :)

jumping jumping *sib baik kitaorg request untuk amik style ni huhu

cam yer yer jeh kami berlakon haha

bercinta atas pokok hehe

We had great times doing that photoshoot even though it was far from our satisfaction. Our directions actually were quite different with the photographer’s and he's not really listen to us huhu.. and on the way back from the photoshoot Dy kept saying to do it again but I didn’t think that was a good idea..yerlah mana ada masa lagi kan plus cam membazir jeh to hire another photographer for another shoot. So we just hoping those already-taken photos are worth it with money we’d paying.

And Alhamdulillah semua ok lorhh..
:))

helpless..

2010-05-13T23:05:00.002+08:00

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Have u ever had a feeling that u're helpless towards somebody close to you? I’ve feel it all the times and as happen I do feel it right now after talking on the phone about it. But what can I do. He has his own life and I only can help if he asked for it, otherwise I should just praying for the best so that Allah will make it easier for him and his family.

And I doesnt like this feeling. Unable to help.

:(

dinner nite

2010-05-11T00:00:00.003+08:00

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Okayy.. I really don’t know what to write despite feeling so itchy to update here hehe.. been occupied with work lately so nothing much to share. Just please enjoy the photos that taken during my dinner date with Yatt & Ma last weekend at Grand Palace. This time was on me bcoz finally I got my outstanding salary for almost 2 years :)
p/s : but need to save the rest of it for the wedding huhu

Owh.. and Dy was discharge from SJMC last thursday and now he’s at his hometown to rest and for healing process. Im super jealous bcoz the doc gave him mc for almost 2weeks hehe patut ke jealous org tu dahla sakit. Nasib baik gak his parents brought him home bcoz am so worried nobody is going to take care of him if he stays at his rent house.

Pls get well soon honeyh..the big day is approaching soon wink wink!!

hepi face with the food.

their's plate ~ grilled chicken chop

my plate ~ mix chicken & beef grilled

dua orang that i love..

XOXO

entry emo

2010-05-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

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Certain people were born stupid! B.O.D.O.H !!
Menyusahkan aku. Menambahkan kerja aku.
Tak tahu sistem ke? Klu nak amik pepe brg kat meja org kena la tunggu tuan meja tu ada.. aku tahula korang dah byr, dah excited sgt nak ambik kan tapi S.A.B.A.R lah idiot. Ni tak psl2 buat kecah kat meja aku. Yang aku paling tak tahan "mereka2 yang tak byr lagi, apahal sibuk nak ambik gak" Owh ckp kat orang berapi tak nak beli, pertikaikan kualiti la tapi bila brg dah ada, laju plak ko ambik ekk?

Siot.

darah manis..kot

2010-05-04T21:11:00.005+08:00

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Gosh these couple of days I memang serabut habis.. Mostly bcoz of my honeyh yang kena admitted to the SJMC tiba2 jeh. On Monday morning he texted me bgtahu dah ada kat hospital sbb sakit perut giler dah tak tahan he drove to the hospital alone. I ingat dia gastric yang biasa2 jeh tp bila doc kata kena admitted I was like..what the what? Padahal the night before he was okay jeh went out with friends and attending AIM apa semua. Rupanya dah confirm that he’s having appendix and need to undergo a surgery immediately. I was so sad knowing that he’s all alone sebab housemate dia (Limi) keja, family plak jauh. It brought me to my tears bila dengar suara dia lemah jeh dalam phone sabar jelah rasa time tu gak nak fly balik kl. I called his mum to inform her about it and mlm tu gak my fmil took a flight to kl and bila dah ptg sikit I called his housemate mintak tolong to bring him clothes, charger and whatnot, thanks to Limi walaupun sibuk sangat hari tu sempat gak dia balik rumah untuk amik sume brg2 dy and bwk g hospital. So mlm tu gak he gone through a minor surgery to remove that ~~stupid~~ appendix and Alhamdulillah sume dah okay all he needs now is a good rest and to get better. Poor my dear honeyh nih.

my poor honeyh, still tryin to be cute wlupun tgh sakit :)

haha time ni myb tgh on phone with me before the surgery :)

tgk, masih senyum2 tapi dalam hati mesti nervous gilerr tu (haha i know u well honeyh)

I am so sick worried smpai tidur pun dah tak berapa nak lena how I wish I can be there with him to accompany him time2 mcm ni la yang buat I rasa benci sangat that we’re being apart plus my school ni mmg susah sgt nak cuti so terpaksa sabar jelah kalaulah my honeyh tu jatuh sakit on thursday konpem2 that night gak I fly balik kl. Mayb ni dugaan Allah nak bagi kat kami kot as tinggal sebulan jeh lagi before our big day. Ni kot yang org kata darah manis tu hopefully after this tade dah benda2 camni that will happen to him or me(praying).

To sayang,
(I know u will b reading this later)
Get well soon my dear.. I'm so sorry I wasn’t there to be with you. Don’t think about anything else (card, the wed, work etc) just try to get better okeh. U know how much I love u and how much I demn care about u. muaaachh!

tak sabar

2010-05-02T10:46:00.002+08:00

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Skrg tgh tunggu nih..bila tah nak sampai hehe dah memang perangai takleh tgk baju cantik online mesti gatal tgn nak beli :)) I bought it from here.

Cute kan..rasa cam nak beli sekali ngan model tu hopefully bila I pki akan cute mcm dia gak hahaa

a favor for girlfriends

2010-05-01T16:59:00.005+08:00

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So remember this one?

I've ordered it from RenjisMempelai last week and my sist Ining received it already and said it is so cute in actual yeay! but I only ordered it for 50pcs as a favor to be given to my girlfriends. So guys jangan lupa dtg yeh :)
Despite tak tengok la camne lg those thing (my sist ckp kecik jeh) tp sangat puas hati ngan service Leen from RM ni because I only put the deposit on tuesday, made a full payment on wednesday as she'd sent it out already and on thursday my sist received it. Sangat pantas tp ada satu accident which is when the parcel arrived, my bubbly sist tu tak check brg tu betul2 bcoz she was in hurry nak outing and bgtahu I those candles hanya ada 48pcs (instead of 50pcs) together with a box of biscuit and I was like..what?? biscuit?? tak faham betul so I cepat2 texted Leen to ask her and she promised to check it with her supplier..yg kelakarnyer bila dah mlm my sist pun bukak la kotak biskut tu and guess what? she found another 2pcs of the candle in that box. hahaha ngok ngek betul la adik aku tu so I terus sms Leen to apologize hehe nasib baik dia sporting jeh even though dia dah order another 2pcs from her supplier. Silly betul hehe

Skrg plak tgh fikir2 samada nak order brown paperbag from her or not sbb masih tak sure nak guna utk apa. She charge RM1 for pcs with ribbon and sticker..murahla kan? so tgkla camne sbb sayang already design the sticker to put on the yassin and everything so rasanya tayahla kot sticker from her besides klu beli sendiri brown paperbag tu lagi murah kot tp klu tak sempat nak cari myb order jelah from her ermm..

And on other note, my sist said my bedroom set belum sampai2 lagi. haiihh my first thought is nak guna jeh katil yg dah ada tp my mum kata beli jelah new set so I ikut jelah and yang jadi mangsa Ining lah sbb dia yg kena jadi driver utk bwk my parents g kedai perabot. Being me kan mmg cerewet sikit bile nak beli brg so bila org lain yg akan ~~beli~~ choose peningla kepala. Nasib baik diaorg jumpa yg I suka :)

i love week end

2010-04-30T23:55:00.001+08:00

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This is my update about my last week sangat lazy skrg so just update once a week jeh weheee.. Since there is nothing in school last weekend, we’re free like a bird! On saturday, I just spending times at home doing my usual stuff; cleaning my room (act not so usual lah hehe), doing my laundry, watching tv, surfing internet and sleep. I always l.o.v.e doing all these things klu tak kena pergi sekolah on saturday if not mmg malas la. Even tho paycheck is on thursday (plus I’ve finally got my tunggakan gaji for 2 years hehe) tp tade plak rasa excited nak going out to perabis duit tu so I stayed home sampai la petang tp bila dah nak mlm after had dinner tiba2 rasa nak keluar so ajakla Yatt g boulevard, fyi kat sini wlupun baru 6.30pm dah maghrib dan gelap giler.

Our intention just nak beli barang rumah jeh tp masing2 ended up bought a handbag sbbnya Lea Centre (kedai jual kasut & handbag) is having a sales. Memang giler barbie ramai org and aku pun dah excited sbb tengok semua benda dah 50% off. So dah terbeli handbag tanpa dirancang and Yatt pun kena paksa beli gak :) Act this shop lebih banyak jual kasut with different unknown brands tapi semuanya very comfy esp their high heels. It was like a perfect time for me bcoz am still looking for a shoe to wear on Dy’s reception side tp sayangnya tade plak yang ~~berkenan di hati~~ sesuai so I just happy with this :

i heart my new baby

my comfy bed :)

bilik yg dah dikemas2

Sunday morning, I woke up early dalam kul 7.15am camtu sbb takleh nak tido dah. Yatt and I got a plan to go to the salon early so I settle la a few things first mcm ironing the clothes and cleaning my toilet. wahh sangat rajin. Around 11am kitaorg dah kuar rumah headed up to The Salon and after almost 5hours and half dekat situ, tadaa the result is :

Sesuai tak my new hairdo nih dengan my face? Many said I look different hehe but to tell the truth I don’t really like it, sbb rasa cam flat and kemas sgt. I lebih suka klu rambut kusut2 sikit tapi sbb my hair dah rosak teruk after perming it last year so terpaksa I tukar hair style tp mmg rasa sayang sgt dari panjang giler my locks aritu skrg dah jadi camni. Hopefully on my wed day this hair will cooperate with me. takut gak klu tak cantik bila time nak buat sanggul nnt. (^_^)

giler.malas.sangat.

2010-04-22T22:28:00.003+08:00

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Remember my entry about our pre wed photo shoot?
Act photos from OP Bdkli dah lama dapat tapi malass nyer dah upload utk share kat sini bcoz there were like hundreds of photo to choose so sangat malasss. boleh ke alasan tu? hehe..Nntla bila dah rajin giler surely will do the uploading and for now just wanna share about my last weekend. haha this week almost end baru sibuk nak post psl last week punya activities punyala malas aku nih.

So our school got a jogathon activitiy on saturday morning and had succeed raised money up to RM40k++.. but, but boleh si sengal/si misai tu cakap, it wasnt enoughhhh..WTH dia ingat bdk2 and teachers kuli ke nak g sana sini mintak derma. bodo giler (aku hanya derma lima hengget jeh, dia wajibkan semua cikgu bagi RM50 banyak cantek ko) but luckily dia blah awal (in the middle of ceremony, satu lg keja bodo dia) so the activity went well and finished earlier than I expected. so yuhuuooo..balik umah, sambung balik tido until noon and after that went to see Molly to alter my inner dress for nikah. Act that inner dress is the same dress that I’d wearing on my engagement day tp last year pki just nice fits my body beautifully tp this year badan dah naik satu inch hehe so kena g alter and for nikah I just prepare the kurung moden to complete it. I heart my nikah outfit so much mcm sgt tak sabar dah nak pakai and nak kawin ;)) Also went hunting garment for inner dress to wear on dy’side nasib jumpa warna yg matching dengan kain baju melayu my honeyh then terus anta kat Molly so dah settle yg tu (hehe lg sebulan lebih jeh nak kawin outfit lum settle2 lg) And Dy plak went back to his hometown to settle the borang, kebenaran nikah thingy and other stuff. Hopefully everything will be ok and Im praying Allah will smoothen our way.

On Saturday nite plak, we’re having bbq/kenduri doa selamat kat umah Kak Siti so aku telah direquest utk buat nasi kerabu (mcm dah jd specialty aku plak hehe padahal klu kt kg h**** tak pernah nak tolong my mum masak setakat potong2 ulam adala) ngan dibantu oleh housemates and lina. So balik dari jumpa Molly terus kami bergotong-royong memasak tapi tade plak amik gamba time tuh.

Next time boleh masak2 lagi mcm seronok plak. Ok dah malas nak sambung tulis. Nah tgk gamba kat bawah ni tapi jgn terliur plak, ini adalah spaghetti bolognise yg aku masak last week. yumm!

saya mmg suka masak/mkn benda nihh :)

Its about time!

2010-04-15T23:49:00.005+08:00

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Nothing much to share these past few days as I was occupied with work so cam malas sangat nak update blog lately. Actually keja tak banyak tapi sbb there are people yg tak nak cooperate then I can’t do my job smoothly. Its bugging me a lot like seriously!

We got a replacement school day last saturday (which I hate) and I left school early after my class finished cause I can’t wait no more tension betoi klu saturday kena bgn awal and g sekolah (lantakla klu ada org tak puas hati kan, ada aku kisah??) and unfortunately, next saturday we’re going to have jogathon activity plak haih boring gilerr. But let’s not talk about that klu tak I can be really nasty mula la aku nak menc**** mcm2.

This week flies really fast mcm sekejap jeh today dah thursday thank god its friday tomorrow I feel lighten up already.
It’s about time to reveal our wed invitation ecard (u guys can see it above) as it is less than 50 days left before our big day. Since I tak pandai nak buat sticky post so terpaksala ganti ticker tu ngan ecard ni lgpun that ticker makes me nervous everytime I see it so better la I gantikan dengan something yg less stress, sweet & lovely :) This design is originally from my sweet honeyh and I heart it sooo much. Thanks dear for coping with my mengada-ness. wink!

So, pls let us know whether u guys are attending our big day, or not as it's going to be the happiest moment in our life so it is great if we get to share it with all of u and pls pls do it asap so that we can sort out our final guest list for invitation purpose. Do not hesitated to drop an address at my fb’s inbox/wall, or text or email me at icutexie@yahoo.com so that I can send out the actual invitation ya.

Thanks alot and hope to see all of u soon.

Much LOVE & KISSes.

p/s : act ecard tu sayang buat for fb wall tp I malas nak edit :)

Honeymoon 2.

2010-04-10T23:23:00.001+08:00

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Back to the honeymoon story, since dah tak boleh fly abroad terpaksa la we choose spot dlm Malaysia jeh. Act there were tons of beautiful & breath-taking places in Malaysia that suitable for honeymoon and our 1st choice is Sipadan Water Village at Mabul Island, Sabah but after checking the place (beautiful indeed) and package, price rate mcm mahal plak around rm4k++ sbb mostly packages are including the scuba diving trip. erkk mana la I tahu nak diving kan berenang kat swimming pool pun tak tahu :)) wlupun tempatnya sangat cantik and so serene rasanya it won’t worth a penny klu setakat kitaorg duk dalam bilik jeh hehe even tho that’s the point of honeymoon hahaa tak senonoh kan..

So I surveyed la tempat lain plak. This time is Japamala Boutique Resort at Tioman Island. Tempat nie mmg sgt cantik and sgt unique based on my friend’s experience been there during her honeymoon period last year but this place punya rate plak ikut season. If pergi middle year mcm in May/June like we’ve been planning to go the package almost reached rm4k gak. Tapi klu pergi around Nov/Dec rate nyer lebih kurang rm2k++ so we have to say no sbb tamau tunggu smpai Nov (hahaha tak sabar nk g honeymoon la katakan) plus there is not so many things that we can do at the island except for sleep and eat (takleh shopping so Im not interested) hehe but they do have a few activities such as wildlife sighting, snorkeling, scuba diving, kayaking, romantic gourmet picnic, jungle tracking, rock climbing and so on.

Our 3rd choice plak is Pangkor Laut Resort at Pangkor Island. This place is really breath-taking bcoz they also got a beautiful resort that located on the water. We’re like nak sangat bilik yang bila bukak pintu jeh nampak laut depan mata hehe tapi this place punya honeymoon package rate pun sama gak ngan 2nd choice which is rm3k++ and that’s for 3d2n only huhu. so takleh la gak sbbnya our budget only around rm2k – rm2.5k jeh.

** tapi Allah itu maha kaya & pemurah (hahaa poyo tak aku?)

Survey punya survey we finally jumpa tempat yg memenuhi kehendak kami yang dalam budget, bilik atas air, ada private beach, boleh shopping, boleh jalan2 tempat lain gak ;) Actually this place punya rate pun lebih kurang sama dgn yg diatas tapi sbb diaorg buat promotion so the rate terus kena dgn our budget. The deal is if we book the room 3months earlier from the arrival date, we entitle for 25% discount. That’s explaining why we’d purchased it already. yeayy! so include flight ticket we’d only spent around rm2k++ for our honeymoon trip. Alhamdulillah..

We’d chose this place. Cuba teka katne? (^_^)

cant wait to be at this place :)

nampak tak balcony tu? i dah imagine time sunrise/sunset mesti seronok cam-whoring with my future hubby (ehemm hehe)

p/s : act I can’t wait for the honeymoon more than the wedding haha sounds rakus kah?? No, I really like to go for a vacation and be alone with honeyh. mcm2 boleh buat. LOL

belated birthday parcel from him.

2010-04-09T23:37:00.001+08:00

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I’d received my birthday parcel from honeyh today :)) and I got what I want along with other stuff too! Believe or not I requested a book for my birthday present this year and my sweet honeyh added on the perfumes as well. Thanks for the pressies honeyh and Im lovin it to bits! and iloveutoo ;)

Books :
Twenties Girl by Sophie Kinsella
My Sister’s Keeper by Jodi Picoult

Perfumes :
My Givenchy Dream by Givenchy
Can Can by Paris Hilton

And to my surprise I love the scent of Can Can edp even more than the other one as I never adore Paris Hilton before let alone her invention perfume hehe

bgn tido jeh dapat parcel ;) p/s thanks yatt

tgk 'best wishes' card yg cute tu..my typical honeyh :D

can can edp & my dream edt

Honeymoon 1.

2010-04-08T19:31:00.005+08:00

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Tengok tajuk entry cam dah pergi honeymoon kan? hehe
Okeh I am excited bila nak cite psl honeymoon bcoz early march aritu dah booking ~~hotel~~ resort & flight but but one thing nih memangla buat I sakit jiwa betoi!
So dah purchased ticket flight agak2 manala kitaorg nak pegi kan??
Tak jauh act sebabnya…

(mode sedih)
I was black-listed by ptptn so tidak la dapat keluar dari Malaysia..yea yea I know, it was my fault sbb tak bayar utang tu awal2 kan tp skrg cam dah insaf so nak la bayar tp nampaknya diaorg berkeras gak suruh byr semua sekali baru leh clear nama kat immigration tu..eh eh mana la nak cekau rm20k++ (bkn banyak pun kan kalut jeh ptptn nih hehe) esp time nih mmg nak pki banyak duit for the wed. So skrg mmg BENCI giler ngan ptptn esp bila Airasia or MAS buat sales sbbnya tak dapat nak beli ticket yg murah2 tu to our dream destination. Act dari last year lagi duk berangan for our honeymoon trip nak g somewhere outside Malaysia like g aussie (leh jumpa Nad+Adi) g bandung (boleh shopping tak sedar diri) atau g bali (sebab sayang suka beach) but most likely harapan tinggal harapan jelah. sedeykan.. skrg ni nak g brunei pun tak dapat even tho its only like 30mins away from my place. duh!

So guys, sila check HERE before purchase any ticket yeh kan tak psl2 sakit jiwa kena tahan ngan immigration kat airport tu. huhu.

p/s : for our honeymoon spot Im going to share in my next entry Honeymoon 2.

kad kawen kami :)

2010-04-06T21:41:00.002+08:00

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I’ve received an email from honeyh today and it is regarding our wedding card. He’d attached the final draft of it finally and.. I’d to say it’s sooo cute & sweet I can’t stop grinning myself in front of my lappy..nasib baik la tade org around klu tak mesti org kata aku giler hehe

Act aritu dah tgk 1st draft yg honeyh buat tp lagi simple banding yg this one. memangla we agreed to make it simple as possible tp yg nih sangatla extra2 sweet. nasib I tak publish lg that first draft tu kat sini.

So the theme masih lagi ‘back to school’ sama cam our pre-wed photo shoot, layout yg my honeyh guna cam page buku sekolah and yg penting ada his sketches so tade corak2 damask ke, kerawang ke on our wed card (got the picture?? hehe) and for envelope nyer plak I chose sampul yg kita selalu jumpa on plane tu..pocket file ke apatah yg jenis terus tarik tade penutup. Hope it will work out with our postcard type card and for the map, dy said he’s going to get it printed on a4 paper then lipat2 jeh masuk dlm envelope sekali ngan card. How cool (and cheap) is that? hehe besides the card already gonna costs us something dgn warnanya yg colorful plus sweet tu so okayla gak kan klu map buat camtu jeh. Knowing honeyh dia memang jenis suka benda yg org lain tak berapa nak suka. hehe

For our initials monogram plak aritu honeyh dah tunjuk satu design tp rasa cam tak berapa berkenan plak dgn design tu..Looks way too serious for the wedding I guess..I kan mmg suka yg sweet2 jeh tp dy says it match the theme sort of mcm logo yg selalu ada kat buku tulis duhh.. and I was thinking that logo looked like logo kerajaan negeri mana tah hahaa.. so dgn manjanya I asked him to change the logo so that nampak lebih sweet and more to wedding.

Boleh sayang?? (^__^)

p/s : suka logo Qistina from Q&A

totally cute!

2010-04-05T23:41:00.001+08:00

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Still in birthday mode :)

Pictures below plak taken at Lina’s house. We went there on saturday nite to prepare the food for students & facilitators that joining kem ibadah so I sajala beli cake yg sangat cute ni for them to eat sambil2 buat keja. Time nak potong that cake memang rasa sayang sangat because of the cuteness tapi sebab kak ja (chef of the nite) dah jerit2 suruh potong, so kenala potong cepat2 tanpa belas kasihan hahaa..

All pictures are taken by my E71 tapi blurrr giler because of the lights are not really helping. dunno why my sony digicam turn off itself. Harap2 because of the battery la klu rosak sedeyyynyer..nak tunggu pictures dari camera mashee ntah bila la leh dpt so yg ni pun kira okla kan.

cuteness

birthday girl yg serabai :)

semua excited nak bergambar ngan cake

kesian perut barbie kena tikam..

and 2 pairs of lovelies ni plak I bought for myself as a birthday present this year.

flats yg sgt comfy and wegdes yg sgt gorgeous! :)

makan mlm sempena harijadi saya :)

2010-04-03T21:36:00.003+08:00

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So Im watching AF8 now at astro. NO, Im not a die-hard-fun but if mazura, YES.hehe..bini org nih mmg sangat suka tgk semua reality show so layan jelah kata duk serumah kan lgpun on saturday nite memang tade cerita best so tak kisahlah..boleh gak kutuk2 bdk2 af yg menyanyi mcm tak ingat tu tp tak sedap sangat pung :D

Act nak cerita sikit psl dinner that housemates & I had on friday nite to celebrate my birthday. Since we have been craving for a decent western food, so we went to dynasty again (last year pun celebrate my birthday kat sini gak hehe) sebabnya kat miri ni sangatla susah nak cari restaurant halal yg serve western food. Memangla banyak restaurant yang best2 kat sini tapi takut la tak halal plak. Usually kalau teringin nak makan steak or chicken chop, we all akan pergi ke food court at boulevard sebab kat sana memang la confirm halal and diaorg punya gravy sauce pun memang sangat marvelous! but it’s my birthday okeh so takkanla nak makan kat food court jeh kan? ehehe

Overall dinner was great sbb the place is very cozy, foods are deliciousss, not so many people around and we ate, laughing 'cam restaurant tu bapak kami punya', cam-whored and gossiping like crazy and I almost throw up after that sebab memang full giler because ate so many things (usually yatt & I were trying to eat light for dinner hehe kononla) so yeah, we did having fun even tho its only 3 of us and thanks guys for the treat ya.

2 slices of cheese & choc cake from secret dah cukup for 3 of us

with housemates that i l.o.v.e

my medium rib-eye steak yg enak!

after; tak larat dah nak abiskan

tapi still nak makan banana split lagi haha

XOXO

Last minute dais & white canopy.

2010-04-01T10:13:00.089+08:00

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Down with the fever, so tak banyakla benda yg boleh dibuat during the holiday a couple weeks ago but fortunately I managed to find a vendor for the dais (mostly bridal in kelantan are fully booked in June because of the school holiday so ramai la org nak kawin time tu) at first I dah risau dah sebab call MyBride (my 1st choice vendor for the dais) pun tak dapat2 but lucky, dapat gak cari vendor lain kalau tak terpaksa la plak DIY it huhu..itu pun last minute singgah kat Renjis Bridal on d way to the airport before left to kl (time tu pun masih menggigil2 bdn because of the fever). I'd chose all white for the dais deco except for the flower that will be in pink & white.

Despite chose it in such hurry tapi I truly heart the dais yg putih bersih tu walaupun sebenarnya tak fancy sangat panel type dais tp the one yg I pilih quite okayla sbb hanya ada satu panel so kira simple jelah the way I wanna it to be. Ownernya faizah pun very nice, easy to talk with and still young so senangla nak discuss. She quoted me rmxxxx gakla for the dais only sbb I tak ambik package tapi takpelah spend lebih sikit janji puas hatikan lgpun dah last minute terpaksala ambik mana yg available and paling penting its still under my budget so fuhh. My dais is going to be like this pic below..lebih kurangla minus the left & right panel and rasanya the chair is bigger than that so simple jelaa..but nnt adala diaorg akan letak stand light lagi kiri kanan for the deco and a few other things.

pic taken from mr.google

But kalau dapat dais yg mcm kat bwh ni bestnyehh la kan..if ada kat kelantan rasanya awal2 I dah booked tak kisahla bape harganya pung hehe sangat romantik esp klu semua deco in white color. I heart this!

pic from mr.google

Dalam sakit2 tu jugak, sempatla I met the canopy people to discuss about the theme color for the canopy and tablecloth. Teringin sangat dengan arabian canopy tp tempat yg pergi tu tade plak canopy jenis tu so takpelah sebab tak larat nak g survey tempat lain so settled jelah ngan pyramid canopy and me, being me as always it is hard to choose the color and again I settled with all white for the canopy & scallop and light purple for the tablecloth. owh did I mention I don’t really have a theme color for my side except for white? hehe so it’s going to be a colorful wedding I guess. Doesn’t matter la kan as long I can get married happily to dy :) besides colorful theme pun isn’t bad at all kan? sapa kata bila kawin kena ada satu jeh theme color and my favour for friends pun memang dah colorful so takpelah kan. Pastu untuk meja makan beradap I chose round table gak sbb tak berapa suka dgn meja yg panjang tu sbb nanti semua org mcm directly nampak muka bride & groom kan hehe kami kan pemalu..so klu round table tadela open sgt and lebih mesra kan makan together with family in laws. For the centrepiece am going to DIY la kot.

So dua tiga benda ni dah settle kira okayla consider myself yg tgh sakit time tu :)

Its 28th babey!

2010-03-31T22:41:00.058+08:00

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So today, another year older for me haa..but doesn’t feel that way tho haha so tak sedar diri lah dah tua kan. so far nothing I’d achieved that can be proud of but I do grateful for a lot of things in my life.

Im grateful for having my family that I can turn to every time I need comfort & support.
Im grateful for having dy that accept me for I am and keeps showering me with his endless love.
Im grateful for the job I got that pays for my bills (even I complained a lot hehe)
Im grateful to god for willingly me to keep breathing in this world.

So this year wishes are I’m praying for a good health always and happier life ahead with dy around, insyaAllah as we getting married soonnn. yuhuooo!!

As for present plak, I haven’t yet received a parcel from dy hahaa. act at this point of age, a present really doesn’t matter as long I can be with him but distance are really kept us apart. It’s been 3rd year in row already that am celebrating my birthday here and is hoping next year it would be different as dy keeps saying “next year kita celebrate sama2 yeh sayang” hehe so sweet but I did receive a gift from one of my dear friend lina tho. She gave this ankle bracelet that I love so much. Thanks na for the thought :)

And many thanks go to u guys for all those warm wishes that I keep receiving from fb, fs, smses..it was overwhelming given so many birthday I’d missed all these past years. yea apparently im not a good friend when comes to this kind of thing. too occupied with my life I guess. So sorry ya guys and I’ll try to make it up to u all.

I also got a surprise from my 4S5 students this afternoon during my period. It’s a simple birthday party but it was unexpected really. They have all the doors, windows closed and the curtains are down and wait for me to come in and blew the party stuffs and singing me a happy birthday song. I was at first like “ehh nape tutup semua pintu tingkap nih!!" (nak marah dah hehe) but I was so shocked to see the cake and everything. Thanks guys for all the troubles despite I selalu marah2 bebel kat u all. hehe memang touched sangat dengan perangai bdk2 ni. They never hold a grudge I guess just a happy faces everyday, every time I walk into the class.

So that is it for my birthday this year, and tomorrow nite will be outing with the girls (my housemates) for dinner to celebrate it.
Here some pictures taken at the class. That’s the face of 28th years old woman ya. yeshh im considering myself a woman at this stage of age :)

i was so shocked smpai ternganga2 haha

with some of them; 4S5 bdks yg always happy & sporting

XOXO

sickness & down.

2010-03-30T13:51:00.003+08:00

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I‘ve to get a grip of myself.
My body still weak from the dreadful fever I ever had during the holiday. Memang rasa sangat tak best bila jatuh sakit in the middle of the holiday when what am supposed to do are finalize everything about the wed prep. huhu.. yesterday plak I went to see doc again because of my right ear caused so much pains. For the first time in my life I’m so eager to meet the doc sebab dah tahan sangat hehe.. Doc said I got an infection in my ear and it got swollen that explained the terrible headache I’ve had been facing. Rupanya bila telinga bengkak semua benda akan turut sakit. kepala sakit, tekak sakit, mata sakit but alhamdullillah..after a few doses of antibiotic and pain killer, I feel much better today. Rugi tak dapat mc :)

So it’s been a while since my last post about the wedding and from the ticker above it shows 67 days left before the big day. For now to tell the truth I do not feel anything (isit normal?) or should I freak out already? Ermm don’t know how to start back even though I do have so many things in my checklist that need to be done but my body just refuses to go along with me. Nowadays memang rasa sangat malassss nak buat apa2. Every day to work pun mcm satu paksaan. I don’t feel anything to be excited about. Hope to get my mojoo back soon. duh like seriously I do want to feel excited about my own wedding.

T_T

about get together

2010-03-16T18:35:00.000+08:00

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On saturday after the 'class’ finished, dy and I at first planned to head up to Pavilion nak hunting dy’s shoe for hantaran tapi on the way tiba2 terfikir untuk call my senior, kak miras yang lama gilerr dah tak jumpa sbb mmg dah janji if im in kl, will give her a call to meet up. So I called and rupa2nye dia pun dah ada plan for that nite to celebrate birthday kak jud, my other senior/x dormmate..so she invited us to join them. Since dah tak jadi g pavilion we headed up to pwtc sebab ingat nak singgah kat marvelbakery yg buka booth kat pameran pengantin kat sana to buy cup cakes to bring along but masyaAllah ramai giler orang, jalan jam giler sbb dkt pwtc time tu sibuk ngan matta fair, digital fair and pameran pengantin so mana tak crowded tempat tu.

Lucky for us dapat gak parking kat putra terminal sebelah pwtc tu tapi sayangnya cup cakes dekat marvel dah tinggal 4pcs jeh itupun deconya ada tulisan selamat pengantin baru, dah kata dekat pameran pengantin kan so we tried survey kat booth lain nasib baikla ada itu pun diaorg hanya ada dalam 7pcs jeh and deconya pun biasa jeh but nak buat camne beli jelah memandangkan dh tade masa nak g tempat lain. After that we're rushed up to The Mall to buy a present for baby k jud, Ayra. Sangat pening kepala every time nak beli present untuk baby sbb banyak sangat brg/clothes yang superr cute to be chosen. Last2 sebab dah lambat just grabbed mana yang sempat hehe. So memang kitaorg tak sempat nak survey2 booth2 kat matta fair tu tapi actually takla rasa rugi sangat sbb package for honeymoon pun dah purchased right before I went back to kl just tak sempat lagi nak story kat sini :)

So overall the meeting up went quite well. Risau gak at first yerlah dah lama giler tak jumpa diaorg ni (all my seniors) and we did have fun catching up sampai tak sedar dah midnite tambah seronok bila ada bdk2 chomel Ariff, Wafi & Ayra and tak sangka after a few years we can really get together like nothing ever happen. There are so many stories actually that linked us to our past but thank god we managed to forget, forgive and move on with our life.

the cuppies

Ayra dapat blouse & tight, mummy ayra tak dapat apa2 :)

k jud and lil ayra

left to right : honeyh, by, jud, khalid, miras, liana & nuar

XOXO thanks guys for the good times.

giler.rindu.nak.blogging

2010-03-15T18:34:00.019+08:00

... p/s entry ni ditulis last monday tp baru arini ada masa utk post..having fever for the whole week.hukhuk

ampunn.. rindu sungguh nak ber-blogging but last week was hectic so tade satu entry pun yang sempat ditulis..rasa nak jeh termuntah kejar masa to finish all the work before going back for holiday and I nearly miss my flight on friday night cause thought flight boarding on 940pm tp rupa2nya it was on 835pm luckily terdetik hati ni nak on laptop to check the time (masa tu dah almost 7pm dgn barang tak siap packing apa semua) luckily jugak kak ja merangkap my driver for the nite dah ready huhu klu tak konpem kamek sik dapat balik mlm tok and duit pun akan melayang lg for another ticket flight. alhamdulillah..

Now im in kl and will flying back to hometown tonite (prying hard dy tak busy today so that he can send me to the airport, malas nak naik bus hehe) and last two days i finally succeed to attend a pre wedding course at presint 16, putrajaya organized by shahir management. The course quite okay tadela boring sangat just sebab pergi sorang memangla sangat boring sebab tade teman esp. during tea breaks and lunch hour (i was regretted sebab suruh dy g awal2 sebab lg seronok klu g ngan partner, jeles tau tgk org lain semua masuk dewan jln sesama partner diaorg auw sweet gak hehe) but during the course i met this girl named diyana yang sangat sweet and ramah yang sat right beside me. First day i memang rasa sangat sejuk because of the air cond and pakai kurung yang kainnya memang sejuk smpai tak boleh duduk diam then suddenly diyana passed a shawl to me. huhu thanks sangat to her klu tak mau patah my gigi menahan sejuk and she and her fiance la yg jadi peneman i (rasa mcm mengacau diaorg plak hehe) On second day plak i dah ready ngan sweater itu pun masih rasa sejuk and i asked dy to buy big apple donuts as a thank u gift for her and fiance, Hezry. sweet tak i? ;)

So skrg i dah graduated and officiallynya dah boley kawin la kan..hehe

me & diyana after the course

xoxo

to watch.

2010-03-06T22:00:00.004+08:00

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I wanted to watch this movie hopefully wont miss it.

And cannot wait for this movie to be on screen. Release in July, 8 (Malaysia)

The only movie that we managed to watch during the cny holiday ~ Valentine's Day. Love it, beautiful story indeed.

apa bahasa ntah kat teaser ni hehe. dpt dari google.com

baru perasan dah dua kali pki baju nie bila tgk movie :) i just love it.

my valentine. (what's up with the hat sayang? hehe)

♥i♥miss♥him

Random-ness

2010-03-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

When I tried to be a fashion designer :)

p.s : this is my new kurung sketches prepared for Ma' wedding. hopefully kak erpha manage to finish the
beading before i go back next week.

Love Story :

2010-03-04T23:53:00.010+08:00

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Yesterday, I was reading satu kisah cinta ni from HERE while blog hopping and tiba2 rasa nak menyibuk untuk share about our love story gak so boleh?? (tak boleh pun lantakla, ini kan blog aku :D) so here it goes..

Part 1 :

I first met Dy during high school more than a decade ago (haha yer memang kami dah tua) Back time we’ve nothing to do with each other. First year in school, I was in 1 Dalton and he was in 1 Al-Ahzan so memang tak kenal pun each other, kelas masing2 pun jauh (lgpun dia memang tak glamer berbanding I nih hahaa) Form2 & Form3 pun sama jerlah I was always in class bdk2 yang tak berapa pandai and dia plak selalu jeh tergolong dlm kelas bdk2 pandai. Nyampah tul and jealous hehe.. And for who doesnt know, our class kept changing every year depends on our final exam result until la naik f4 we’re finally in the same class (4 Al-Ahzan) because of my PMR result yang agak meletop wlupun masih tak dapat masuk dalam senarai top student time tu. huhu

Walaupun sekelas tapi rasanya boleh hitung pakai jari kaki berapa kali we spoke to each other. By that time he was in school’s prefect board and me, being me mestila antara budak yang paling ‘dikehendaki’ kat sekolah harharr so Pengawas VS Pelajar Nakal memang tak sesuai..Lagipun dia memang pendiam tahu sengih jeh kalau orang cakap pepe nasib baik la cute! That time pun I mmg dah ada bf (nama terpaksa dirahsiakan) but I’ve to admit that memang ada minat kat dia time tu sebab tiba2 dia jadi glamer maybe sebab selalu submit drawing dalam school magazine & he also in a school’s cricket team so kira glamer la kan tapi sayangnya dia pun tengah sickly admired sorang budak junior tu (ada ke minat budak? tak mature langsung hahaa & aku tetap jeles) tapi I minat diam2 jelah hanya org2 tertentu jeh yang tahu. Lgpun time tu kan dah ada bf. So apa cerita? hehe

Memandangkan si dia ni sangat suka melukis & memang pandai pun, during our final year in SMSD, I pernahla bagi satu buku scrap untuk dia lukis2 (time ni dah tak sekelas ngan dia) untuk memory la konon dah kata peminatkan tapi malangnya dia hanya lukis ckit jeh (rugi jeh aku beli buku tebal cute miut dia boleh lukis dua pages jeh? kejam kejam hehe tak sempat nak lukis katanya)

Then just like that, we finished high school without any sweet memory that now we can cherish together because there’s nothing that we’d really share during 5 years of schooling together sebab kami memang tak bercinta time tu tapi kalau dah jodoh tak ke mana kan? Some people say, sweet memory can be creates anytime but the very first met memory is the most count kan? Imagine la kalau I tak pernah belajar kat SMSD tu mesti sekarang cite nyer dah lain. Dah memang kuasa Allah kan nak bagi kitaorg kenal. So Alhamdullilah.

Jadi nak stop sini dulu sebab rasa entry ni dah agak panjang. Will update more about kisah cinta ni. Don’t go puke first cause more is about to come. hehe

**sayang tido awal mlm ni sbb esok kena bangun awal utk shooting ngan team AF8 so saya pun nak tido awal gak la :) nite guys! off to bed.

xoxo

song of my day

2010-03-04T10:16:00.024+08:00

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Sangat suka lagu ni from Anuar Zain ~ Kau Bunga Cinta Ku

Beku ku di sini,
Menantimu lelah sudah perjalanan ku ini,
Takkan mampu ku berdiri lagi,
Hampa semua tak terasa lagi.(tanpa mu)
jatuh ku ke jurang gelap tak berjiwa lagi,(hadir mu)
kehidupanku kusandarkan cintaku

Layu ku di sini,
Menunggu mu mekarkan semua bunga cintaku,
Takkan mampu ku berkembang lagi,
Musim ini tak mampu menghadirkan mentari.
Kau di mana,
Kan ku cari,
Kan ku dapat hangatmu,
Lekaslah cairkanlah dingin ku.

c/o
Di dalam diriku, hanya ada satu cinta,
Yang membuat ku bahagia,
Bersama mu.
Layu ku di sini,
Menunggu mu mekarkan semua bunga cintaku,
Takkan mampu ku berkembang lagi,
Musim ini tak mampu menghadirkan mentari.
Kau di mana,
Kan ku cari,
Kan ku dapat hangatmu,
Lekaslah cairkan dingin ku.
XOXO

headache.

2010-03-03T23:46:00.006+08:00

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This headache has been bugging me all day and don’t think I can write anything for now despite of have so many things in mind to share. Erghh tak suka.
But I feel super excited because bdkli, our photographer for pre wedding shoot texts me just now to let me know that he’s going to post out the dvd soon. Cannot wait sebab dia bgtahu banyak sangat gamba yg cantik maklumla dia kata models pun handsome ngan cun hahaa aku mula la nak perasan ni.

So kalau nak tengok a few photos dulu bolehla click SINI atau SINI ;)

Nite peeps.
XOXO

Haze Attack!

2010-03-02T16:00:00.006+08:00

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Gosh, I was astonished this morning when stepped outside the house. It’s a HAZE attack! So awful I barely saw the car in front me while driving to work. Kalau tak on lampu kereta memang saja cari nahasla even nak breathe pun rasa sangat tak selesa sampai terbatuk2. Nape la ada org kat dunia ni bangang + bengap sangat suka bakar sana sini. eh eh tak tahu ke pasal global warming semua. Memang tak sekolah betoi!

kalau tgk dlm gambar2 ni mcm tak teruk sangat, tapi sumpah memang sangat teruk. hehe

But alhamdulillah by the noon, the haze is getting better and the sky is brighter again. Tak kisahla panas giler sekali pun janji tak jerebu sebab memang tak best giler and surrounding pun macam ada bau yang pelik like a smell of burning wood. Logik la kan kalau diaorang sibuk duk bakar hutan tu. Headache aku bila bau tu.

So manusia semua, tolongla prihatin sikit. That’s the least u can do to save our earth. P.R.I.H.A.T.I.N. Kalau tak tahu meh sini aku nak ajar. Janganla suka-suka nak bakar sana sini. Tolongla fikir pasal orang2 yang kena kerja outdoor, anak-anak kecil yang nak g sekolah, seksa siot nak bernafas pun susah. Jangan jadi bodo dgn buat kerja bodoh! Itula dulu time sekolah tak nak belajar subjek Pendidikan Sivik tu betul2 pastu mula la takde kesedaran sivik. huh.

Aku mula la nak jadi sinis ni hehe.

birthday adik

2010-03-01T23:49:00.013+08:00

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Janji nak update about my outing with the girls during the weekend tapi not nowlah. Nantila later.

And today is my sister, Ining punya birthday. Lupa nak wish malam tadi sampai merajuk budak tu hehe.. maklumla kakak dia ni banyak sangat benda dalam kepala nak kena fikir tambah lagi ngan workload yang makin bertambah kepala jadi pusing.

Anyway, H.A.P.P.Y 26th B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y my dear..

Hope days to come will bring u more happiness. Pls don’t give up & let’s hope for the best okay. Nak present kena tunggu I balik.. tapi last year janji tamau dah hadiah kan? hehe

Actually she's still hunting for the right job. Hopefully her destiny will turn around, am prying for the best.

I♥u♥adik.

Me.. of being melancholic a few weeks ago.

2010-03-01T09:35:00.008+08:00

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All I want is one simple sweet wedding but..

On the beginning day after we’ve decided to get married, Dy and I agreed to one thing; less is more so we’re going to tone down everything.. nk buat simple2 jeh as long as we can get hitch and the ceremony went well. No need an extravaganza wedding wlupun ramai org ckp “kawin kan sekali jeh” but I don’t really care what people might say. I just want it to be perfect the way I wanted it to be. Normally kalau buat majlis besar maka besarlah cacat celanya so tamau camtu. I just want one nice simple ceremony that can satisfied me and him the most.

We also had some consideration in order to cut the cost; what if we just do a solemnization ceremony that will take place at my parents’ house and one reception for both sides somewhere else. That’s going to save a lot of money la kan. If can tamaula membazir sgt doing the same thing or spending for same thing eg: bersanding, dress, make up, dais, photographer and so on.

As known the solemnization will take place at kelantan and Dy is from terengganu so its kind hard to find a perfect place for the reception that won’t be difficult for our quest to attend it. We’re discussing to held it at Penarik (this place mcm tengah2 la antara kelantan dan terengganu) cause Dy’s friend got a beautiful guest house there alongside the sea (we’d been there once in 2006 kot.

So we were thinking to rent it for the ceremony mesti sgt romantic kan kalau buat majlis tepi pantai lgpun Dy mmg sgt suka beach tp mcm susah plak sbb nanti sapa yang nak handle all the preparations there since am stuck in here and dy plak kat kl. Yea am planning my own wedding tak mampu nak hire wedding planner so the plan wasn’t finalized and hanging over just like that.

My fMIL plak think it’s better to do double receptions since Dy is the first child in his family that getting married and I was like.. huhu (not agree) but fine. And my family pun mcm tak setuju gak sebab they all are so excited since my house dah lama sangat tak buat kenduri kawin besar-besaran. Before this for my brother yg kawin kami hanya buat simple kenduri doa selamat jeh. Last sekali buat majlis kahwin ialah when my big sis Mira was getting married a few years back (1999). Kan dah lebih 10years tu.

A few weeks ago when am updating the wedding check list, I kept thinking about it again and I sms’ed dy :

by : sayang, why cant I have my own wedding the way I like it?
dy: because it isn’t really about us, it’s about people around us
by : of course it’s about us, it’s our wedding not theirs
dy : they’ve been waiting those day since we’re born.. and that is the last day of u officially be apart from
them to a stranger (me)

So what can I say more??

indahnya klu dapat buat wedding simple mcm ni jeh

bestnya klu dapat buat wed theme mcm nie..

huhu day-dreaming..

of hantaran stuff (wedding tales part 5)

2010-02-28T10:58:00.011+08:00

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I almost complete my hantaran stuff excluded cup cakes and chocolates. Dy’s side suppose nyer la yang prepare these 2 things but I got an odd feeling that am the one who gonna choose the cupcakes (act my friend Shidah from CupcakeDazzle already agree to prepare it both for hantaran & as a wed cake, thank u darlin) & to buy those chocolates at the airport as I constantly travel by plane. We can get a varieties of chocolate at the airport so better buy there la kan so that can pilih2 despite the price is expensive if compare to outside store or supermarket tapi sayangnya tempat diaorg tu tak banyak pilihan.

So after a KT trip, I got a few days left before went back to miri so we spent times hunting for hantaran stuff. That time I wasn’t make any consideration anymore bila jumpa yang berkenan jeh terus beli sama juga ngan barang2 sayang (act I made him to buy) sebab malas dah nak fikir lama2 psl barang2 ni but he as usual still deciding, considering and everything.

At Mid Valley I bought shoes from Vincci+ for sanding (my side) and for hantaran I got booties from Charles & Keith. Really heart it both cause they are utterly gorgeous and cannot wait to put on my lovely feet nih. yeaah bragging :) the price pun affordable. The one from Vincci+ is made from a leather so the price is more costly but when u buy during the sale, u won’t feel anything or should I say guilty? Except for totally happiness. Hey, at least that what I felt. haha

As I managed to buy almost everything of my stuff, dy still struggling hehe budak ni memang fussy when comes to shop. But during our shopping trip at Sunway Pyramid, I excellently made him to buy his wallet from Quiksilver, shirt and belt from Billabong and I got myself a range of make up from MAC and gorgeous earring from Padini Concept Store. So for now brg sayang yang belum beli is perfume, shoe and DSLR that gonna costs me the bomb! hehe

Yea memang barang2 hantaran kami tade la super branded but we love it to bit and its fit our style, knew that we can afford it (within our budget) and can be use after the wed. Contohnya klu I beli kasut from Guess (nak beli LV, Gucci mcm Ekin bini Mawi tu memang la tak mampu hehe) harganya lebih kurang sama ngan the one I got from Vincci+ tp designnyer memang ~~buruk~~ tak lawa, heelsnya giler tinggi sampai I tertonggeng2 confirm I cannot wear it to work. Yerla cikgu jer kan takkan nak pki kasut tinggi giler cam model and mengajar dlm kelas pakai heels tinggi giler akan mengundang sengsara. Lenguh kaki wooo.
So am fully happy with my choices so far rasanya both pairs tu heelsnya tak tinggi sangat kan yayang?hikss

Next entry will be about my hantaran handbag and shopping trip with the girls. Content, need my breakfast now and have to clean up the room. It a mess.

Have a nice day guys.

disappointed.

2010-02-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

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2009 STPM result was out on thursday morning and I was ~~quite~~ disappointed with the result because there were students that got F for my paper. duh dont get it. It's true that f6 punya syllabus is quite heavy but still its bahasa malaysia and as a malaysian citizen, they shouldn’t failed OR at least got a R (half pass) huhu I was so upset. Never mind, don’t want to think about it anymore. If not am going to believe that I wasn’t teaching them hard enough. I tried my best already and it wasn’t my fault if they didn’t pass, nevertheless I feel sorry for them.

cikgu pulak yg terlebih excited time bdk2 ambil result :)

Angel bdk cute, she got B+ for my paper. congrates dear cause dpt 4 principals

(and pandai aaron berlakon terkejut hehe)

p/s : pictures cilok from Along at muka buku.

And see the ticker above? It shows that less than 100 days left before the big day and my feeling? semua ada, nervous, happy, scare, excited all mixed up together but that’s normal la kan but so far, everything seems fine and the preps went well. Hopefully semua akan okay hinggala 5 Jun 2010.

Till then guys. Later, I will update more about my spending these past few days ;) sangat seronok.

last entry for KT trip

2010-02-26T14:08:00.006+08:00

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Wednesday is the last day of our trip to KT and before left we managed to do a quick trip to the famous Pasar Payang (for women this place is must visit okay esp those yg suka sutera). Plannya nak survey garment for my hantaran accompanied with his mum and sist Dira. Time ni pun masih ramai orang bershopping even though CNY holiday dah berakhir. Parking pun susah nak dapat but lucky for us that day because first round jeh dah boleh dapat parking even quite far from the place. And the weather was still burning hot. sigh satu benda ni jeh tak suka masa trip ni.
At first I wanted to buy silk batik but consider to take care of it can be a bit tricky so I settled with batik crepe. The design I always love is stripy/abstract sebab tak berapa berkenan dengan corak flower yang penuh but despite dah decide nak design camne it still headache to choose cause banyak sgt yang cantik and the price pun affordable. After considering a few times and visits most of the shop there, I chose this particular one.

Mmg saja suruh akak tu pasang kat patung untuk tangkap gamba so that senang nak tunjuk kat tailor how to sew it later. Beli sepasang jeh dulu sebab sepasang lagi ingat nak beli garment yang jenis lain plak.

saya lagi gemuk dr fMIL.. belum kawin dah nampak cam pregnant huhu sedih sedih.

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From there we went to KT main bus terminal looking for tailor untuk jahit baju melayu sayang sebab kedai yang sepatutnya pergi tu masih tutup, tailor nyer chinese maklum la diaorg kan raya hehe. Bdway kat situ pun (bahagian atas) ada banyak tailor yang bagus2 untuk jahit baju esp for men and diaorang charge pun tak mahal sangat compare to butik2 yang kat kl tu. Kedai diaorg mmg biasa jeh tp consider diaorg have been doing the same thing for so many years mestila dah sangat mahir kan and ceritanya pulak tailor that we chose is oku. Kan orang selalu cakap untuk orang kurang upaya Allah selalu bagi diaorg kelebihan lain so let’s hoping for the best and sangat lega to settle another thing for the wedding. Finally we left KT around 3.00pm and sempat singgah memborong keropok lekor di Losong. Rugi yer klu tak beli keropok kat sini.

my fiance yg memang sempoi suka pki short + tshirt tgh diukur2. bdk kaki panjang.

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So that is all about the trip to KT including those two previous entries. Memang sangat happy every time been to Terengganu as I believed that place always hold a special place in my heart. Yerlah tempat membesar as a teenager kan mesti banyak benda yang boleh diingat dan dikenang. FMIL pun layan dengan baik act dah tade rasa nervous pegi sana sbb dah banyak kali sangat pergi hehe tak malu. Really had great times esp at time when Dy & I looking through and laughing at his childhood photos but still, he’s such an adorable kid. I love him to bit :)
p/s lupa plak nak cilok satu gambar if not boleh upload kat sini. will do next time hehe ♥

i linked..

2010-02-24T13:25:00.002+08:00

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So today i rajin2 tambah satu lg blog list for bloggers that I love to read and most of them are b2bs tp ada gak yg dah jadi isteri and bakal jadi mak orang hehe.. tp normally i'd been a silent reader jer yerlah mcm segan nk share, my wed preps pun biasa2 jeh and seronok baca apa yg diaorg tulis psl wed preps, life after marriage, ada juga yg share about being a weekend wife (I'am going to be one of them in 3++ months hukhuk)

So guys, sorry i linked without a permission. Hope u all semua tak kisah cause sharing is good kan? :)

its our pre wed photo shoot day!

2010-02-24T00:28:00.004+08:00

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As promised we went to Aura Cendana for dress testing morning before left to Dungun for our pre wed photo shoot. But sebelum tu singgah pejabat agama jap sbb sayang nk ambik borang nikah hehe dia quite nervous tp tamau mengaku (tu baru ambik borang) kihkih.

To tell the truth I was not really satisfied with the dress that I chose tue :( Do u guys ever had a feeling that when u try something on u will instantly know that the dress is destined for u? Well at least I feel that way sometimes and when I tried that dress mmg rasa serba tak kena. Kak Mas was trying to comfort me by saying that the dress wasn’t fit to my figure yet. She said it’d be okay after the alteration and I was like.. f.i.n.e.. even deep down mmg rasa tak best besides tak tahu bila lagi akan pegi terengganu for 2nd fitting huhu.. and Dy pun keeps assuring me that semuanya akan ok nnt. Memang tak dinafikan dress tu sgt gorgeous but I didn’t think it’s really meant for me. Tapela doa jela on my wedding day it will look gorgeous gilerr sama mcm si pemakainya hahaa perasan. Plus deposit pun dah bayar & I also booked make up from her for Majlis Bertandang. Hopefully it turns out beautifully well.
And lupa plak nak snap picture of the dress so now I mcm ingat2 lupa how the dress looks like. LOL.

Back from there, we went home and having spaghetti that I cooked earlier hehe tunjuk rajin la kan. Then get ready to leave to Dungun cause janji ngan photographer kul 3pm at school and we started the shoot around 4pm. At first Bdkli cakap akan dtg bertiga tapi rupa2nya smpai 6 photographers yg datang. Hehe dah mcm artis kitaorg siap ngan props apa sume. So sampai mlm la kat sekolah and rupanya sangat penat yeh jadi model despite for 2 3 hours only.

So here the sneak peek :

of us back to school

shida that supposed to act as teacher for the day

dua org that i love.

Dungun town, 8.30pm : 16.02.10

Photos from official photographer (bdkli) belum dapat dapat lagi. Cant wait! :)

day two

2010-02-23T00:21:00.003+08:00

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On 2nd day at KT, I woke up around 7.30am hehe malu gak sbb my future MIL dh bangun lg awal. Thought she’s preparing breakfast so lepas gosok gigi turunla bawah konon nk menolong tp rupanya dia hanya kemas2 dapur because my future FIL dah tapau nasi lemak ikan yeay my favorite. So I just waited for Dy to wake up untuk breakfast together2. Ni lg sorang susah tul nk bgn awal hehe.

After breakfast, we went to Warna Sutera Batik at Chabang Tiga because I need to find a dealer for school’s batik uniform. Thanks to En.Zahari & Kak Ana yg sangat baik melayan kami so after about hour of discussion, I managed to choose the design, material & finalize the price. Hope cik Anita Yi akan berpuas hati ngan pilihan saya huhu. To anyone who interested nak cari dealer untuk kain batik terengganu boleh contact no ni – 0129385572 hehe promote sikit. Boss dia sangat sporting okay and diaorg boleh buat any design and colour yg kita request.

tekun memilih material yg sesuai within budget

saya pilih design ini :)

From Warna Sutera, we headed to Bukit Besar (ker) to pick up Shida aka Bunge my dear old friend. Mmg klu pegi Terengganu tak sah klu tak jumpa dia ni. She like always mmg banyak gossip & controversy esp about her current bfs err hehe banyak affair betul minah ni. We went to Dataran Syahbandar because I need to buy kaftan yg Lina kirim ada ekspo kat situ during that time. Thought nak g Pasar Payang tp cancel sbb ramai giler orang confirm susah nak dapat parking then we had our lunch at Uncle Chow Cafe. Having a good time catching up with her wlupun jumpa sekejap jeh sbb dia sibuk nak g dating but we promised to meet again the next day during our pre wed photo shoot in school.

memang hantu asam boi

sesi meroyan try tudung :)

sesi makan minum with the one & only shida

After that we went home because of the weather was so hot tak tahan sgt.. Lepak jap kat umah watched Pisau Cukur mmg gedik abis fazura & maya Karin (tp dy suka hehe) while waiting for his mum to get home from kenduri sbb dah janji dah g tempat org buat buaian for our dais. Yea as planned we’re going to DIY our dais but instead of buat yg typical dais we think lg sweet & more cool to use a cradle as our theme for majlis bertandang is ala ala garden chewahh.

Ariq yg hyper

From there we went to Pantai Chendering sbb Ariq (adik yg bongsu) beriya nak g sana. Having sotong bakar, ikan bakar, keropok lekor and air tebu pada waktu petang di tepi pantai mmg sangat heaven tp lupa plak nak snap picture hehe excited sgt makan. Pastu we headed home but on d way singgah Mydin to buy some groceries to cook spaghetti the next day. And that time I found my bracelet for solemnization ceremony at one of the goldsmith shop there. Yeay! The design is simple and the price pun not really expensive but doesn’t matter as long I love it! So bought it after got Dy’s approval.

Chendering Beach, Terengganu

So that’s it for day two. Panjang plak entry this time hehe. Next entry will be about our ‘back to school’ pre wed photo shoot ♥♥
Ciao guys!

Trip to KT ~ day one

2010-02-22T00:31:00.004+08:00

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yeay its time back for blogging. act bkn tade connection pun during cny holidays tp dah jadi habit bila cuti malas jeh rasa nk tulis apa2..and yesterday morning safely landed miri with ma and during 2hours15mins dalam flight what I did is sleeping and nothing else sbb ngantuk sgt cause the night before went to sleep at 2.30am woke up at 5.00am to catch flight at 7.10am. Lina picked up us at the airport, singgah umah diaorg amik keta and having breakfast. She’s so rajin sebab masakkan mee goreng utk kami. Thanks to lina, kak ja & mashee for breakfast and sbb tolong jaga keta yeh.

So it’s been a very productive holiday for me this time sbb manage to settle and bought banyak benda for the wedding huhu tp duit keluar mcm air and sama jugak ngan bill credit card makin bertambah2.. tape2 nnt bayar and cuti kali ni tak balik kg sbb pegi KT (dy's hometown) utk settlekan benda2 yg kt sana.

We finally arrived KT on valentine's evening sbb on the way byk kali berenti esp utk makan minum cause the weather mmg sgt panas makes us hungry all the time hehe plus our trip together with ee and his lil bro iwan. (ee mmg terkenal dgn sifat suka/kuat makan haha)

Pantai Kemasik, Terengganu

habuan kami

Arrived the house around 5.30pm and my future MIL said, "jom pegi pameran pengantin" and kami yg penat ni pun melayan jelah padahal dlm hati bestnya klu dpt baring2.. Quite fun dan okay gak pegi sbb dpt tgk banyak dais yg cantik2 and that really inspired us how to DIY our dais masa majlis bertandang nnt and during that time gak I was terpikat dgn satu white dress from Aura Cendana (yea nama bridal yg sgt classic) kan before this hanya decide nk pakai satu dress jeh utk nikah and sanding tp bila tgk dress tu terus fikir why not la kan am having 2 dresses since dy and his mum pun ckp ok..so janji ngan kak mas the owner of the bridal utk pegi test that dress on tuesday.

After that we went home, my future MIL masak nasi minyak yg sedap. Lepas mkn borak2 kejap I took shower after that terus tido. Janji nak jumpa my dear friend sheeda for catching up session @ air gelas besar place but since she's unreachable I pun zzZZZ very early around 10pm. Memang sgt excited everytime went to terengganu tp tido dulu lah sbb sgt penat travel for the whole day.

sgt suka this kind of flower arrangement

with yaya, dy's lil sis (budak ni tinggi lg dr gue huhu)

dais yg sgt cute & sweet

End of story for day one and will update more :)

If i can. but i knew i cant.

2010-02-13T00:49:00.003+08:00

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I’m in a good shape today after a few days not feeling well & having an exhausted weekend and also because it is Fridayy already!!! aaa I’m so ecstatic to fly back to KL once again and my flight will be on tomorrow night. Can’t wait to meet Dy but there is a few things ought to be done first thing tomorrow morning before going back for CNY holidays.

The other day I was on phone with my former english teacher Mr. Hamdany to ask permission to do a photo shoot in school area for our pre wed picture during the holiday.
And suddenly I realise how much am missing my high school..

Yes, I never am the brightest, never am a good student, neither a favorite student/friend nor am disciplined enough during high school therefore I do have a memory that can never be replaced with anything else and simple conversation like that really brought back those sweet bitter memories.

How I wish that I can go back to high school again (tanpa sedar diri umur almost reach 30-an haha)
I miss the chaos living in the dorm esp during the weekend.
I miss the chaos in the dining hall during breakfast, lunch, tea break, dinner and supper time.
I miss the chaos when we’re taking our shower at the “kolah”.
I miss the chaos when we needed to line up for school in front of dining hall.
I miss the chaos during outing time at A&W.
I miss the gossiping time during the recess at class’s corridor.
I miss the chaos in the classroom during the prep time.
I miss all the teachers teaching in classroom.
I miss to eat ‘nasi lemak ikan’ at the school canteen.

Owh I can go on like this until dawn but will stop now. SMSD, just wait for me to be there again!
♥♥♥

photoblog ~

2010-02-11T00:43:00.001+08:00

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Photoblog-ing an old pictures to remind me that am used to be a skinny biatch!! Too lazy to write anything for now will be back with update about the wedding preps soon :)

mind those eyebags--scary ehh

this is poyo-poyo pic. i was testing my new sunglasses in the dark :)

this one taken at subang parade on christmas 2007..kot.

while waiting for my flight to Kuching for the 1st time on 3rd January 2008..steady jeh.

in school ~ 2008 outside the staff's room

**Toodless!!**

i wish..

2010-02-09T23:03:00.001+08:00

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I wasn’t in the mood for blogging.
I wasn’t in the mood for brilliant thinking.
I wasn’t in the mood for doing anything.

I just want this week to end.
I want to go anywhere but here.

I'm not feeling well.
I’m tired to wake up at 5.45am 6 days almost every week.
I’m sick to go to the class everyday and looking at the same faces, same attitudes.

I had enough.
I wish I just can fly away. plsss.. can I??

sickness T_T

2010-02-06T18:29:00.041+08:00

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I’m not feeling well; raining nose, bleeding gum, sore throat & headache are the result of lacking goodnight sleep for these couples of day and not the pain that really bugs me the most but the part where I need to be in school earlier than usual is the hardest. I was teacher in duty (its saturday hello..) I hate to be in school so early esp on saturday morning..

Luckily not all students are required to come so I only got 2 periods to teach for the day and I’m not required to do the checking for the class’s cleanliness too so yeay (one of so many silly things to do as teacher on duty urghh)

And my student told me that there’s one garment shop in Permai Jaya did selling english country style garment. So yesh I was so excited to go survey garment for the curtains but this sickness didnt allowed me to do so. Some other time I guess and need to go meet Molly too (my dressmaker) to discuss more about the dresses. I’ve been putting off the meeting a few times already as I promised to see her two weeks ago but since every saturday are replacement school day so I was too lazy to go to her boutique. Just wanna go home immediately after school.

Now, nak rest kejap. This flu has gotten me and my sore throat is getting worst. U need more fluid isroha! and definitely HIM!!

my silly joker face fiance..

my sweet heartthrob fiance..

♥♥♥♥♥♥

fresh or artificial (wedding tales part 4)

2010-02-05T23:28:00.014+08:00

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For hantaran deco I was thinking to use a fresh flower but some said its going to waste a penny but I don’t think so lah. From my experience DIY the hantaran for my engagement the cost is almost the same to give or not. I spent almost RM200 to buy an artificial flower and all the things needed for the deco so compare to the cost to buy fresh flower it wasn’t much different. Nevertheless using fresh flower as a deco is easier, simply gorgeous and lively the way I wanna it to be which mean no more big fancy ribbon or whatsoever is needed. Then I’m going to use a plate as a base to put the hantaran stuff so that after the wedding the plate can be use instead of using polystyrene base that typically won’t be used anymore. kan membazir tu..

I truly heart these two hantaran, simple & sweet :

p/s : sorry, pics source tak ingat dari mana ;)

I bought these craft punch & scissors today during my trip to SuperSave to DIY my thank you taq but still don’t know when am going to start with the project but first am going to hunting for the right paper soon and then will start from there lah and not to forget, the potpourri project. I’m such a procrastinate :)

And I also got a quotation from renjismempelai for this wedding gown candle and it is cheaper from the quotation that I got from other vendor as I want it for 50 pcs only. So am definitely going to order it as a favor for my girlfriends. I fell in love.

adorable kan? so how can i resist ;)

XOXO.

valentine's holiday

2010-02-04T23:39:00.004+08:00

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So valentine’s day is just around the corner. If last year I surprised Dy with a box of cupcakes had sent to his office, this year no more surprise considering I’m going to be with him by the time :)) <-- big smiles (although we are not celebrating hehe)

So my flight this coming CNY holiday will be on 13th night and as soon as I reach kl, Dy will fetch me at the airport and we’re going to hit the road to his hometown straight away.. Even it’s going to be a short time trip but I do hope that during the time we’ll manage to meet up with the photographer to confirm the date, make a payment and etc, find a MUA for me, a vendor to deco the hantaran of his side, as for my side am going to DIY it. Also not to forget our pre wedding shoots and other stuff that yet need to be listed in my to-do list.

We also been planning a short trip to Cameron Highland during the weekend (again) to survey and find the supplier for the fresh flower. I’m considering to order with bunga segar and since they already open an outlet there I think it’s easier if we just go, choose and make a payment straight away instead of dealing it online. Plus I always love to be there and with Dy around, I cant ask for more.

I hope everything going well as planned. And seriously can’t wait for the holiday!! and am going to end this entry with a valentine wishes to all.

Valentine’s day isn’t just about hearts, cupid, red roses and little heart shaped boxes..

It's also about friendship & togetherness.

Happy Valentine’s Day (in advance) Love ya!!

love.miss.model.

2010-02-03T10:20:00.004+08:00

...
I miss him dearly! my so-called-model fiance. Cant wait to see him in couples of week time.

Picture credit to Limi Siefer

My heart goes to u. I♥L♥U♥

Flowers ~ all the way from kk..

2010-02-02T22:31:00.009+08:00

♥♥♥
Our sms’ed session the other day.
D : sayang buat pe tu?
B : tak buat pe tgk tv jeh. td by exercise tau turun naik tangga 10x
D : aa tade tempat lain ke?
B : hehe okay apa..
D : bahaya la sayang, jatuh kang.
B : hehe tadela..bkn lari-lari turun naik jeh smbil angkat dumbbells.
D : oo..okayla camtu.

** He such a darling & caring person when he’s not so occupied with work. LOL

Oh yea, some update for the wed preps. During our trip to kk last Nov, kak Jac my dear old friend brought us to 1Borneo (the largest shopping mall in east malaysia or in asia?) and while hunting present for her lil Amanda, my eyes caught a bouquet of beautiful artificial flowers at the store there but since we’re flying with airasia, our baggage access are limited (I don’t want to pay rm20 for every 1kg/or 1bag excess which I think airasia is being ridiculous) and that stopped us from buying more stuff so I was thinking; never mind I might get the same flower back home. So I passed.

But a few days ago, kak Jac was there once again and she texted me to know if I'm still interested with that flower and certainly enough, I do! owh so excited! I was like “okay kak, u just buy it for me and I will pay u later yeh” She’s so kind and promised me to post it out as soon as possible and I’m going to have it send to the florist to make a big arrangement as I already can envision where am going to put the flowers as a deco in my bedroom. It’s going to be english-style-white with a bit of pinkish and creamy shades room. Suddenly I realize that I must find an english style garment for the curtains too. ermm other thing to add in to-do-list. I’m also ordering these cute stuffs from Emelyns Garden as an additional for my hantaran deco. yeay sangat gembira.

still dunno what am going to do with these birdcages =)

pictures credit to emelynsgarden

Today’s weather was beautiful hot and I can’t resist myself from stop the car and snap a picture of the bright blue sky on the way back home from school.

Have u ever look up to the sky and being grateful? Yes, I did that today. Beautiful, isn't it?

sunday blues

2010-01-31T16:03:00.005+08:00

..
Woke up at 6.15am this morning and I was like..aaa late for school!! but then my mind clicked; no no school today. huhu nightmares. Back to sleep.
Woke up again at 8.30am, I suddenly feeling lazy when last night I was so determined to finish all my work piles today hehe.. nah forget about that. I need my breakfast first. So went downstairs, having nutrigen with sesame oat cracker and cook rice to make prawn fried rice later. Next is doing the laundry. While waiting for my laundry to finish I started with the ingredients for the fried rice. Prawn, chicken meatballs, onion, garlic, ginger, chilies and veges. Chop! Chop! Done! And I burned my left palm while making the fried eggs caused I just washed up my hand and when the water dropped into the hot oil while I crashed the egg and yes, it spatter directly to my palm. Ouch!

prawn fried rice my style

As for now I just finished up with my checklist for the wedding but it wasn’t finalized yet. Like for dais & room deco I’m still in between whether to pick MyBride or Renjis Bridal. The one from MB is quite different but the one from Renjis is gorgeous & the deco is luxurious. Still can’t make up my mind. Some other things pun still under negotiation hopefully by March im done with deciding and everything then proceed with the booking/payment.

That’s it for today ya. Need my nap now.

New stuff for hantaran (wedding tales part 3)

2010-01-30T23:54:00.007+08:00

sangat suka white box dia..suits da theme

Every time I saw the ticker above ticking, I feel like to do something about the wed but I really don’t know what I shall do. I might as well start working with my check list and make it more precisely so I’d know what exactly I’d been doing. Was thinking to start with the DIY potpourri but the rare material here are more expansive and rarely to find. Maybe during the cny holiday I’ll manage to get some of the material and start with it. Hopefully.

Last night I was at Boulevard to pick up my watch for hantaran. Already booked it for almost 2 weeks and finally it’s time to hold the beauty. At first I was eyeing one particular watch from Bonia, Parkson for quite some times, just fell in love with the color which is in rose gold that soo in now but when Yatt & Ma said it looks nothing different from my old Guess, I was hesitated (and also because of the price is way way out of budget). But somehow during my window shopping with Ma at Boulevard a few days later, we’re came cross to this JUST-OPEN watch shop (Swiss Time) that makes an opening promotion with big discount. So yeshh mmg kami terus serbu and walla! I found my dream watch even its not in a rose gold color but since the price are affordable enough for the brand so okaylaa wlupun terlebih budget ckit hehe.. I’ve booked it first so that I can show the pictures to Dy for approval and ** note : no watch for him as he's dislike wearing it. Ma also bought one for her hantaran (she getting married first before me huhu). So taken as a whole, we’re satisfied for the day.

And I’m glad every time am doing (or bought) something for the wed. LOL

nobody but u, sayang.

2010-01-28T13:37:00.005+08:00

Just wanna share the lyric of my current fav song (already becoming my default ringing tone after hv been using im yours for years hehe) it just keeps me movingg babe..

Nobody – Wonder Girls
You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change.
I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just, just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so, just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I feel
When I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

♥♥♥

silent.

2010-01-27T00:35:00.003+08:00

I got nothing to say these couples of day. I was being mad & upset and yes that was wrong when what I’d do is focusing on my work & the wed prep. I don’t know. What should I do act to let this annoyed feeling go away and never come back?
I know I’d have my trust on him but stupid things like that hurts me. Its killing me every time and these past 24hours without talking has been a nightmares but I need my time. My silent mode. I'm sorry for not talking to u but I do missing u.

Nite peeps. Hopefully I can sleep well tonite.

aktiviti di hujung minggu yg singkat

2010-01-26T00:42:00.002+08:00

Cross-Country Day

Dinner to Celebrate Yatt's Birthday..

H A P P Y B E L A T E D B I R T H D A Y T O Y O U!!

E MO is the right word for me.

2010-01-22T23:57:00.007+08:00

i heart my lappy's new face :)
So yesterday I was such an emo. Actually I’m not feeling good as I woke up in the morning and during form teacher period I yelled & nagging at my students in class for not doing the cleanliness. It had been a very unproductive day for me. I’m not doing anything except for surfing (blog hopping mostly) reading online paper & having nasi lemak for breakfast (feel guilty now). Got tons of work to be done but dunno what’s got into me. Malasss.. tade mood and I only got 4 periods jeh for the day so it was very boringgg..

To make the day worst, later on I found out that the government is going to cut our COLA & house allowances to half starting March. Demn. I know it just a rumors but if it is true, I don’t think that is fair because they’re sending us here not that we asked for it. As for me, I constantly traveling home and of course I need that extra money for my flight ticket. Takkan nk balik setahun sekali jeh huhu.

Dy is so occupied with work nowadays, he abandoning me again (isit ‘abandoning’ is the right word? hehe so sorry honey.. I did understand how he's at work but I just feel that sometimes, I need him to be there when I really need him most. I hate being here like always and that really affect my feeling constantly.

But no worries, I feel so much better today :) even exhausted from being back and forth to the school, garment store, Survey & school again. And tonite, Dy is having a karaoke session with his colleagues, I do hope he's having a good time and wins something hehe. As for me, tomorrow I’ll be in school again since the school organized a cross-country for the student and I’m going to be one of the judges. So I need my sleep now. Hope tomorrow will be a better day for me.

his dream shoe!

2010-01-20T23:07:00.004+08:00

The school’s orientation week for f2, f4 and f6 students has started and I really think that is such a waste of time. I don’t know (doesn’t care to know) what’s the main objective of that because the students had been doing the same thing every year. And as a form teacher I have to stay along with the students until 4.30pm every day for the whole week when most of the teachers can leave early. Ergghh I hate that thought.
As a result these couple of days I reached home feeling super tired all I want is to take a nap even I’d promised myself not to sleep in the evening. But whatever I need my rest if not I won’t manage to do anything at night.

During ym session with Dy last nite, he said that for his shoe hantaran he just want a Converse instead of Lacoste (his first choice) and I was like okayyy because it is cheaper haha Im such a cheapskate fiancee but it turned out that the one he wanted is from Converse Japan..aaa
So the price a bit different from Converse Malaysia in about ￥5,900 so u guys kira sendirila berapa after di convert to RM.. hehe (but don’t worry honey, anything u want as long u likes it!) We do have an old friend, Azam that resides in Japan so we may figure it out with him. Hope he won’t mind to do us the favor.
He wanted this one (if anyone has seen this in store, let us know yeh)

Active II Ox

and I’m not blaming him cause I have fallen in love too and sooo.. want these two pairs!

Luster-Dot Ox

Nordic-Sweater Ox

And it’s been a few day that am wearing a socks to bed and if not I won’t able to sleep well because of the cold..odd!

the dress (wedding tales part 2)

2010-01-18T10:30:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I met my tailor, Molly to discuss about the wedding dress.. erm so I’ve decided to make an outfit for both solemnization & reception. yea I knew it had costs me quite a fortune (and my mum said it’s a waste) but when I went to a few bridal shops for dress testing, there’s no dress that I love or suits me really well.. Its either too big or the fabric are not really comfortable (makes me looked fat) or full with beaded which I don’t like or the design is too over the top.. so dy said why not I design my own dress which I like a lot!
So after 1hour++ of discussing, molly finally understood how I wanted my dress look alike so now I just have to pray for the dresses to come out as I wished for and I also asked her to customize my own veil cause mostly what they sells in shop are not really in my taste. I wanted a chiffon veil that looks simple & classic and what they got is not in a kind of material that I like and the beaded are not so neat consider when I have to pay in about rm150 for it. So why not la kan I design my own veil too hehe..

And today is Ma’s birthday so we went out for dinner to celebrate at Club Shell and we had so much fun taking pictures and enjoying the foods (even it’s not so scrumptious) and their staff are so nice they played the birthday song without us asking and Ma was so surprised she even asked “eh korang dh pakat ke ngan diaorang” hahaa..

Anyway happy birthday Ma, u turned 26th today and getting married in less than 2 months. Congratulations ya.. And here is when the moment captured.

the smiley birthday girl

banyak sungguh diaorg ni mkn hehe

my large garden salad

the cakes

ok, do i look slimmer in this photo? yeay

what am doing so far.. (wedding tales part 1)

2010-01-16T13:58:00.002+08:00

So the emails are going in and out to the vendors & photographers. Since im managing my prep from here the easier way to keep in touch is by the internet. I already emailed the oleole manis, mybride bridal, budakli & markless photographers also bunga segar for quotation but so far everything is still under negotiation so yes nothing confirm yet.

Dy and I were planning to take our pre-wed photo during the Chinese New Year holiday but the photographer is not chosen yet (im going to figure it out later with him). So our concept would be back to school (since we’d met during high school) and to make it more real we’re going to wear the school uniform and everything suitable as a prop. Dy said he’s going to buy his outfit but I think that is going to waste the money; every penny is countable at this point so I might be just borrowing from my student :)

And I’ve been doing blog hopping for quite sometimes and mostly to the inspired wedding blogs and certainly its really make me nervous. Reading about their preps really makes it sick to my stomach. I haven’t sending my garment for the dress to the tailor yet (that’s one of the reason) hopefully gonna make it today. After this, I promise.

** I'm watching the American Idol right now.. and those people who thinks they got talent to persuade music which bydway they did not, I feel sorry for them. Honestly people, go find something else to do. Pls STOP singing on national tv.

15.01.05 -- 15.01.10

2010-01-15T22:20:00.009+08:00

It had been 5 years today and how time really flies.. It felt like yesterday since the day I laid my eyes on him once again after we finished high school. When most of the men out there surprised their girls with flower or expansive gift and even a romantic dinner, mine swept me away by words “I love u too dear..always love u” and that’s enough to bring out my tears down my cheek. I want nothing else other than his promise & assurance.

our very first official pic as a couple in 2005
Sayang,
As I said last night, despite everything I’ve done that hurts you.. my love, my feeling towards u never failed. It’s getting stronger every day, every time im thinking about u, every time I see your face (or picture), every time u holds my hand. It’s terrifying to imagine how much I love u & life without u.
Yea there is ups & downs.. there is times when we fought, there is times when I yelled, I sulked over silly, petty things. But I truly hope that u did understand (like u always do) and will always accept me for who I am.. ur psycho fiancee :)

Sweetheart,
Happy 5th Anniversary.
Can’t wait to start a new life with u.

I love u..always love u.

XOXO

Sunday missions :

2010-01-14T10:24:00.014+08:00

Missions :
1. Buy card & birthday present for Marcus, teacher and staff
2. Book a birthday cake

I left house around 2pm and headed up to Lina's house for lunch. Thanks Kak Ja & housemates for the invitation & mouth-watering laksa penang. kenyang bangat.
After that, Yatt and I started with our hunting. First we stopped by at One Stop on our way to Parkson to get the paper bag but unfortunately nothing there that within our budget. But I’d found a few things yang sgt cute and very appropriate for my wedding favors. So I made some thinking, why not la kan I buy these cute boxes (pic below) put some chocolates and ribbon instead of buy candle (my 1st choice) that a bit pricey. Nevertheless when the guest eats all the chocolates maybe the box can be use to put a brooch, coins or anything else appropriate so no waste there.

But the store didn’t have a stock they only got it in about 40pcs but they promised to let me know if the new stock arrives. Yeay.

im going to borong all these boxes later
yg ni sgt cute utk buat potpouri
After One Stop we went to Parkson looking for Marcus’s birthday present. It wasn’t hard cause we already decided what to buy it just I couldn’t find the perfect card as Anita wished (big, exclusive, no cartoon figure and yada yada) me to buy. So we went to every shop that sells card, book stores, Memory Lane, and at Popular I bought 20pcs of small birthday card that costs rm0.60 each for teacher and staff.
Still looking for the big birthday card but still nothing.. Then we went to Super Save to buy a present for teacher & staff (because of the budget sgt ciput) the Teacher Welfare Club only can afford to buy a present from there and we also found a very nice paper bag within our budget. Super Save has so many selection of quality paper bag yg sgt colorful with designs. I think this shop is a good place to supply me the paper bag for the favors. Kalaulah diaorg ada buat customize paper bag kan lg best :)

paper bag ni sgt sesuai utk letak favors on Dy's side

Our next stop is Hot Cross Bun to reserve the cake and after that we stopped by at Belle to look for the card but because its Sunday they closed early. Ermm.. since Survey just around the corner so we tried our luck there. There’s no such luck but I did found a very cute design birthday card that also costs rm0.60 each. This is more worth it than the pcs that I bought at Popular because it’s bigger and comes with different color and design. So borong semua stock for the whole year almost 50pcs of it.
After Survey, we went to Boulevard our last chance to survey for the big card but still no luck there. Then I gave up..
Around 7.30pm, when my legs almost numb caused of driving and walking, we decided to go home. It was exhausted and tiring day but I’m contented at the same time because I was like doing something for the wedding too so it is worth it :)

5 days.

2010-01-08T23:57:00.002+08:00

So 5 days after schooling started;

I only got 4 hours of sleep every night.
I woke up 5.45am every day.
I made students standing on the table.
I twisted my leg in front of students & jump down on my feet.
I’m not start with the exercise yet.
I got workload lined up already up till march.
I’m stress out.

Yea it’s been 5 days only. How am gonna survive for the next 30 years?

Thank god its Friday.

late new year wish.

2010-01-05T08:18:00.011+08:00

It must be too late to wish happy new year la kan..

On new year eve I stayed home watching telly and waiting for the fireworks. Me & housematee watched the firework that played somewhere at boulevard from our balcony. Thought it gonna be blast like last year but they just played it for awhile. well boring, I went to bed. Got a long day the next day.

I've been lazy to write down here dont know why myb sbb tak rasa excited sgt pun for new year to arrive cause as long am here, it just the same to me... I just wish Dy is here. But 2009 kinda been good to me. It gave me a fiance definitely, a good health (only 1 day mc for the year) and never ending happiness. (even work still sucks.hehe) whatever, im grateful for everything 2009 had brought me. So 2010 pls be kind to me ya. I consider u as my big year of all.

And as for the new year resolution I don’t hv any new act. Just wanna lose some weight. Yes I say it again (so that I can look good/slimmer in my weds pic :p), I also want to save more and stop buying unnecessary thing and to not cut my messy split ends long hair. save for the wedding as my mum said. wink!
Have a good year guys. I know I would.

i miss him & that place.

am back to miri

2009-12-30T07:42:00.004+08:00

Safely arrived miri around 1.30pm. Flight transit kt Kuching and sempat jugak kami bershopping kat duty-free shop. I bought miniature perfume set from CD counter and was thinking to make it as one of the hantaran mixed up with make up set from MAC so tgkla camne..tamau la kan klu lari budget huhu.

Now nk rest jap. Bilik lum kemas lg huhu..

It comes to end.

2009-12-29T18:12:00.038+08:00

Holidays almost over for me and new year will be in 2 days time. Erghh sgt tak suka sbb dh kena balik miri. Im leaving tomorrow morning together with yatt & lynn in a same flight cause we got a staff meeting to attend on 31st. Once again am going to celebrate new year in miri. Anyway bkn celebrate sgt pun selalunya time will be spend to clean up the house that we left for holiday almost 6 weeks ago.

Nothing more to say, i'd been enjoying my holiday and been (broke) already. yes 2 months of salary dah habis and its not even January yet hihi. But hopefully year to come will bring more happiness and will be easier for me same goes to the preparation as a bride to be.
Semoga semuanya dipermudahkan. Aminn.. (*_*)

Im going to end this entry with lot of pictures that has been taken during the holiday. enjoy ya guys cause i had so much fun.

Lynn ♥ shah 5.12.09

mcm janji plak ngan sue nk pakai hijau

the bride & bride-to-be :)

lovely bride & groom

after balik dari wedding lynn, its a movie session for us (tak tgk twilight sbb dh tgk 2x, so tgk love happens. tak beh lngsung!)

before movie sayang lapa, so mkn dulu

best somtam kt restaurant Thai Corner ni

i loveee twilight

Jumpa lil airiel 9.12.09 time ni kt coffee bean, airiel pun nk minum jugak
sian airiel, mummy & daddy sibuk nk shopping camera
sgt berat la airiel, thats good kan.
Meeting up with ex-officemates 11.12.09

sgt suka buat ini

thanks cheynna sbb sudi melayan, kami berborak dari atas lantai jeh hehe (mentang boss tade)

she's like a sister to me. my dear kak fiza
wedding iwan kt ipoh 13.12.09

sayang & his brother; as they called it

wedding yg sangat meriah ngan Dy's ex-officemates from ntv7

Wedding lina ♥ mahadi 26.12.09 beautiful couple of the the day

gambar wajib klu g wedding

suka dais diaorg tu sbb tu saya terdongak2

sayang ambik berkat ni
♥♥♥

Its started.

2009-12-26T10:22:00.021+08:00

This week we’re trying to start doing something about the wedding and before everything get started we somehow agreed to one thing; less is more. Thats the key for everything as dy said :)

so we went to Jakel hunting for the dresses garment for both solemnization & reception . Wow sgt ramai org because of the year end sale promotion but luckily for us their staff were friendly enough to handle our demands instantly. I always love chiffon so it wasnt hard for me to decide and I was like, just picked the very first one design that caught my eyes, didnt bother to look around cause it will make harder for me to make up my mind, and with dy there made it easier for me. I always want white ruffles dress for my wedding and Dy chose a baby blue garment for his side.

Then our theme color would b like this. sort of i guess and I like it :)

nk dress camni tp dy ckp im not slim enough..huhu kecik ati

sgt suka ini :)
Now its time to start design the dress. yeyy

yea.. am back

2009-12-15T09:20:00.005+08:00

I was lazy and hv been pending to write for quite so long despite all the times, the access that i got, it just am so enjoying the holiday filling up with eating, sleeping, shopping, movie session and doing everything i ♥ including spent times with my dear Dy. He’s been busy with work but trying his best to spare some quality time with me.. kesian u sayang every day I'd pushed him to leave office early so that we can grab dinner together hehe

Went back home for hari raya aidiladha and the weather was like heaven. It was pouring rain everyday and i was like doing everything from under the duvet but I really love it. yes it's not always like that in kelantan consider I went home every 2 months where is the weather always burning and I cant stand to go anywhere in such a heat. sama mcm duk miri jeh.

so I only got 2 weeks left before the holiday ends. Going back home tomorrow and need to do or more to decide on a few things about the wedding. Need to visit a few more bridal shops for dress testing (nothing catches my eyes yet so far), to choose the dais of my dream and to find a perfect bakery for my wedding cake.

Everyone keeps saying “tape lambat lg, 6 bln lagi”

ergghh I hate to hear that. Knowing that when I get back to miri, I wont manage to do anything right alone even to decide what kind of dress I’d love to wear for solemnization or what color I’d love as for the wedding theme huhu. I cant do this alone and time management is important. 6 months like far away for some people but for me everything need to be start from now otherwise there’s will be no wedding for me in June, 2010. God help me!

p/s: going to upload pics of lynn's wedding later. got a plane to catch. tata

trip two - cameron highlands

2009-11-26T10:12:00.009+08:00

We figured it is enough for only one day trip to cameron highlands as we'd been there for almost every year since 2006. I just wanted to feel the fresh air, having a lot of strawberries and buy some flower and vegetables. Cameron Highlands always be my favorite place for a weekend get away but since Dy only got one day leave on wednesday before we left for hari raya aidiladha on thursday, so why not la kan even for one day trip? hehe

breakfast that i wouldn't miss every time @ uncle raju's farm
i was trying to be cute at strawberries farm

and he did too :)

strawberries yg dibeli, i like :) & itu ialah uncle raju

sayang memborong cactus for his mom
i was tired after all the shopping spree & dy's taking a nap

bought some roses & daisy, lovely kan?

trip one - kota kinabalu

2009-11-24T19:15:00.021+08:00

gosh! been lazy to update even i got all the time in the world. Here some pics from our recent trip to kk.. we went to 3 different islands in 1 day, did some shopping at the very famous philippine market, the food esp seafood is quite cheap, really this place is great for holiday! and tomorrow morning we’re leaving for a trip to cameron highland which is always be my favorite place for a holiday, we're breaking the dawn cause its only one day trip.
Cant wait for the fresh air & strawberries, yummy!!

to pulau manukan with love

Its time to go home

quick post

2009-11-20T07:44:00.003+08:00

God, I missed blogging a lot! Its been a few days now since my last post and I hv so many things in mind and so many pics to share huhu but sadly I dont hv enough time for it today. Year end school break officially started yesterday and am leaving for KK in a few hours and I dont pack anything yet erghh just cant wait to meet my honey :)

Will update about our trip in my next post. soon I hope!

And not to forget "Good Luck" & "All The Best" to all my SPM & STPM candidates!

Till then, happy Friday guys and hv a blast weekend.

XOXO

p/s : nak beli ni gak plsss sweet sgt.. Harper's BAZAAR cover for Dec

my love

2009-11-14T07:31:00.005+08:00

My super skinny fiancé that I adore and miss so much! I ♥ U honey but pls gain some fat yeh :)

p/s : yg pki baju pink tu azuar yer. tade kaitan ngan entry ni. hehe

Fashion emergency

2009-11-13T08:02:00.006+08:00

I hv nothing suitable to wear for annual dinner this Saturday, that's the problem actually. Oppss it’s tomorrow nite o.m.g. The theme is eastern & western (I seriously dunno where da hell they got the idea) and seriously dont know exactly what to wear. I’ve been thinking to wear this lovely two layer chiffon skirt that I own for ages but dont have anything decent to match to make it more eastern. huhu

And bad thing is I dont feeling to buy anything yet. So? Actually I really dont want to think about it, I dont want to go at the first place but it is compulsory for every teacher. dang! Think am going to make it simple myb just wearing a levi's jeh besides its not really a formal function if not we are needed to wear batik instead. urggh mental.

Need to be here again tomorrow. It’s getting to my nerves actually that I need to be in school early on Saturday morning 3 times in row already. STUPID is really a right word! Please quickly end this craziness, I want to go away anywhere but here.

Till then, tata guys. Hv a wonderful weekend ahead.

random pic

2009-11-12T11:12:00.007+08:00

checkaout that bummy butt! haha

pic tagged from natasha's fb. thanks sweetie

Sad it is.

2009-11-10T09:30:00.005+08:00

It is sadden when good thing comes to end. I read all of The Twilight Saga book already and I’d to say that am feeling sad a bit when it ends. Not because of the ending really; Bella & Edward live happily forever with their adorable-half immortal daughter, Nessie and everything but I just want more, seriously! I am so impressed with Stephenie Meyer to come with such a brilliant ideas that not many of us can. Its classic & entertaining too! I hope she will consider to continue writing this saga, perhaps about Nessie & Jacob relationship plak :) and wish I can write something brilliant like she did but that something hard to achieve I guess huhu..

So now I just have to wait unwearyingly for the movies. They now doing Eclipse and there’s a rumor that Edward appearance only a lil in New Moon, that’s really disappointing me though and since im obsessed with everything about Twilight, Rob Pattinson is non-exception (he’s a heartthrob really but he isn’t sure he likes it, ermm) im definitely going to buy this December issue of Vanity Fair. Dy said it is a waste but I don’t think so honey hahaha

♥♥

2009-11-07T10:15:00.002+08:00

Im off for today. Its saturday bdway.
Going for present hunting for school annual dinner later, tonite for precisely. Sadly im officially broke so not planning to get any extravagant thing. Poor for whomever that going to receive my prezzie hehe
This year, they wants to do it differently sort of exchanging present instead of every teacher get the same present.
Still clueless what to get.
Any ideas?

Have a great weekend everyone.

xoxo

Not much.

2009-11-05T09:44:00.009+08:00

There's nothing much to share nowadays except for my obsession to book. Dy complaining already hehe.
Got enough sleep last night as I passed out 11 something on couch and crawling to bed past midnite.

Me & Breaking Dawn ♥

Workload is also lighten only a few things left that need to be settle for my class before schooling end for this year. Grateful for that.

I just have to wait patiently for Nov to fly away so that I can spend time with Dy & my family again. Lot of things need to be plan, decide & done too this coming Dec.

Exciting & thrilling.. tick tock tick tock

Do you know how important are you to me?

2009-11-04T12:52:00.005+08:00

My dear,
I know you probably wonder sometimes what you mean to me. (If u do i hope :D)
So I would like to share this thought with you, to tell you that you mean the world to me.

Do you know how important you are to me?
Think of something you couldn’t live without.. and multiply it by a hundred.

Think of what happiness means to you.. and add it to the feeling you get on the best days you’ve ever had.

Add up all your best feelings and take away all the rest.. and what you’re left with is exactly how I feel about you.

You matter more to me than you can imagine and much more than I’ll ever be able to explain.

p/s : sorry for this mellow post.. reading Eclipse, to know how Bella & Edward easily connected to each other unconditionally & irrevocably in love, how their love is powerful enough nothing can comes between them made me miss u even more. Pls November, go away hurry. I want to be with him..
♥X♥O

Breath-less

2009-11-02T08:41:00.014+08:00

I woke up this morning feeling slight headache. It might because of lackness of sleep that I only managed to get 3 hours of it last nite. Went to bed around 2.00am two days in row already, not very healthy for me I guess.. erm then what am doing?? I cant resisted myself to stop reading Eclipse which I’d call it as “Twilight Attack” hehe.. I already reach up half of it and cant wait for Breaking Dawn next.. Edward & Bella getting married soon!! duh super jealous to Bella :)

Pictures (below) was taken on MPP pra-u 2009 Nite at Mega hotel :

two gorgeous teacher :)

the only food I managed to snap
Yatt, By, Lina & Kak Ja
with lovely Zet & her bf, Andrian
Vanessa, By, Tina & Yatt
XOXO

Next please.

2009-10-30T10:05:00.005+08:00

I managed to finish reading New Moon in one day and half of 563 pages and yesss.. I was contented & satisfied! Next is Eclipse and im going to get it tomorrow soon I hope. Wasnt thought that I’d feel so attached with Bella & Edward plus Jake characters.
Ermm sounds silly but yes I have to admit, I wish I can have same adventure like Bella did in her life and yes, dating vampire & befriend with werewolf sounds fun enough but only if they are as sweet as Edward & Jake did. hahaa
Really, Bella willing to do anything that put her in danger just to hear Edward's voice whispering to her, if that wasn’t sweet enough, I think im going to die.. That’s eternal love baby!

21 days to new moon the movie. yes ♥♥

thought-less

2009-10-26T13:20:00.008+08:00

Dont know exactly what to write today, its typical monday & dreary as usual; I feel sleepy cause stuffed with lots of food. There’s colleagues kind enough brought a delicious macaroni cheese (thanks kak bibi sgt yummy I like) & laksa penang (thanks kak siti hot) it is very hot & scrumptious! am full.

Students were hysterical as always dunno what’s got into them made my heart & head aching but weekend kinda fun.

I spent times doing gossip girls marathon & sorting stuff and so on then on Sunday, having girls-day-out with housemates and we’re having lunch at Singapore Chicken Rice at Mega Hotel. After that we headed up to Parkson for only ~~window shopping~~ but I ended up buying a ring and bohemian style necklace (picture below) New found love :)

We also did some make up test at Stila booth. It was fun and so sorry Lyn I messed up ur face hihi..

That’s it for today. Wanna go home now. yawn!!

♥♥

2009-10-23T09:07:00.007+08:00

Beautiful day it is and I cant wait for school to end.

Nak balik rest & enjoy the weekend.

So guys, have a wonderful weekend yeh.

Love&kisses,

m.a.f.i.s

Nothing

2009-10-22T12:52:00.001+08:00

Awkward.

2009-10-21T07:49:00.004+08:00

I had received a phone call the other day from my high school classmate while am doing my f6 back then but I didnt favor the conversation though..
It is because he said something that quite offended me. Wish I didnt pick up at the first place only because his number is anonymous.
I just dislike people who judging me on how am living my life.
I never got it. Did I bother his life or what? Just live yourself la & pls dont criticize people life easily when u doesnt know anything about it. And we not even a friend for almost 8, 9 years la and frankly I am not even recall how ur face looks like.
So next time I wont take ur call anymore since I already knew the number and u in the other hand dont bother to call yeh. Thank u very much.

p/s : one of the reasons I rarely pick up a call from some of my old friends.
Bad ahh??

when i got addicted to book

2009-10-20T13:15:00.016+08:00

Okay.. So I have decided to own all these 4 books very very soon, I dont care even am so broke, I am still going to get it! It’s the series of The Twilight Saga by Stephenie Meyer. I actually just had finished reading the first book (that borrowed from Cassandra, thank u so much dear) and truly addicted to it and I incredibly finished it within a day. Despite I watched the movie for so many times still I cant get enough of it! Its really glued me to the end, made me went to sleep at 2.00am last night :)

The book & the movie weren’t different much but I ♥ it both and not to forget Bella & Edward! I fell in love with both sweethearts and seriously cannot wait for the new moon!!

** yea, i just cant wait! and no sayang, no pic of u in this entry, im sorry.. next time k :) muaacchss

happier despite..

2009-10-18T08:56:00.004+08:00

UP! UP! & shine guys :)
So once again i made myself woke up early on sunday morning bezz!! This time i need to b at school to fulfill my duty as a facilitator for school annual camp..yea crazy i know, we almost reach the end of school year & this school never stop but what to do. This job actually demands more than i could offer. I hate it.

Despite all these hatred, i feel myself healthier, happier and missing Dy so very much when I woke up this morning! Maybe because of the weather la kot. Its wet & refreshing. I should do this often, err i mean wake up early during weekend heee..

Honey, missing ya! Do u feel the same..?